Obviously EMOTIONAL gal

It's been ages that I didn't leave my footprint here. All I can blame is only my LOVELY maxis broadband!!!!!!!It has been ruined my mood for 3 weeks holidays. It has never failed to spoil my mood whenever I was trying to access any website. By the same time, I really got the feel to throw it as far as possible! But it's IMPOSSIBLE for sure! In fact, I've got the feel of regret to change the Celcom broadband to Maxis broadband. But then also have to thanks to it coz only that I just can spent more time with my family instead of doing surfing with the smooth line there. Well, it can't be fulfilled my desires to access any website doesn't mean that I didn't spent my holidays to the fullest! I did! It's always worth to cherish and appreciate every single moments with my family. Happy hours always never last long. This is so-called REALITY!

In these 3 weeks neither too long nor too short holidays, it had been happened so many things. Honestly, I don't feel like going back to Kuching as I "bu she de'' every single things here, especially my family. I realized that I started to think much than before since I was getting more and more mature. I don't want to be mature! I don't want to grow up! I don't want both of them is not because of I scare to grow older. It's just because of the FEELING! The FEELING of thinking! Thinking always caused me INSOMNIA! I always teardrop in the midnight time while everyone were entered their own dreamland. U may say I was such an EMOTIONAL gal... Obviously, I am YES! I admitted I am an EMOTIONAL gal since the day I was being brought into this WORLD from my parents. It can't be avoided as the feeling came naturally. In fact, my mama also an emotional women, as the chinese saying goes:"有其母必有其女."

Beside of my family, I am going to mention another important women in my life. She is my LOVELY grandny. Since I was 5 years old, Grandny take over the responsibility from my parents and brought me walked to Methodist Kindergarden every weekdays without any complaints. My parents deserve to be forgiven as they were busying for their business. Therefore, those remembrance with grandny is still analyzed clear. She will hold my hand tightly before we reached the school coz She deeply afraid that I will run toward the road suddenly... She will accompany me until the bell rang... I can felt her LOVEs and CAREs ...I'd like to Thanks my grandny for her lotsa LOVEs and CAREs...
Time flies...
Now I am not a little gal but I was an officially 20 years old gal. Is the time to change the role...
What I would like to say is :"Grandny, I am not a good granddaughter and not as clever as ur other grandchildren but my LOVE toward u is never least than them. Grandny, I will held ur hand as how tight as u hold me when I was still a little gal. Though I seldom stay beside with you but I never forgotten u yet put u in my heart as always. I LOVE u FOREVER!"

U has been sick for long time yet this sickness can't be able to be cured...I was so sick whenever seeing u suffered but still couldn't do anything. I just will asking u whether u were feeling comfort or suffer.
You were officially 83years old since last Sunday. We had gathered together to celebrate ur BIG DAY and made the memorable one. Though it was just a simple birthday dinner but it's worth to let u knew that u had bunch of good and nice sons, daughters, grandchild....I'm sure that u had the feeling of happiness that u had OURS as ur part of LIFE. We have been engraved in ur HEART for sure!

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That's all reader!

Tata!!!
LOVE PaulinecECILIA♥