Just came back from outside...
When I am concentrate on chatting with Poh Swee, I received a called from ''HIM''. He asked me to accompany him to have a drink. So shocked me! I don't know how to refuse him, so I said Ok to him even though the time is already late.
The way went to cafe, I felt abit uncomfortable and can't used the way he treat me...so weird...
No doubt, he touched my face...gosh....how dare of him...>.<
We went to ''Aunty Lily'' cafe, and luckily got ah hui mummy and Morgan them...At first, I thought that only both of us, make me nervous.
Only later did I know that he also called a bunch of friends to come...Gosh, make me paiseh nia...I m kind of shy shy gal...don't know how to initiative to talk to them...So, I kept talked with ah hui mummy to prevent to get bored in addition she and Morgan got a bit unpleasent tonight.
As usual, he kept kacau me in front of his friends...make me shy then...huh...==''
Also a coincidence that we were ordered the same juice-Honeydew...SWT...==''
After drink, he picked me went back to INTI College. The way to INTI College, he talked to me...kept said he is feeling tired right now, moody....bla bla bla...I just listened and gave him some respond lest later he said that I did not listen what he said about...
When almost arrive INTI College, he suddenly said that don't know whether me willing to talk to him tonight? I said that now I'm talking to you ya... But then he said that now almost arrive INTI... I know that he was hinted me to accompany him...
Ok, we talked inside the car that parked outside of INTI College. I asked about his relationship with his gal friend, just realized that they already broke up. Actually I m nervous and don't know what should I talk to him???zzzzzz....=='' And the time is already late...already midnight...
Btw, the security guide of INTI College kept noticed both of us with his gravely eyes...
Talked to half, he suddenly locked the door of the car...I pretended not to realize that he locked the door of the car. But my heart kept beating...nervous...==''And I asked him whether he still got anything to share with me, if no, I gotta go back hostel. He said that if me want to go back hostel, he can let me go...I said OK...Maybe he will thought that I will stay and accompany him for awhile...but I'm not. I know that he is getting frustrated and upset and not happy when I drop again a sentence:''we chat again next time la...have a good sleep tonight... don't thinking too much...bye bye...see u then.''
As a conclusion, I don't know whether is I'm thinking too much or what...Now, I still not prepare yet to accept the new relationship... Once accepted, the days not so trivially passed as usual...It is a toughing and tiring life for me...
So, ''LOVE'' plz stay away from me...If u want to come with me, plz come a true and serious one. I don't want being hurt again.
When I am concentrate on chatting with Poh Swee, I received a called from ''HIM''. He asked me to accompany him to have a drink. So shocked me! I don't know how to refuse him, so I said Ok to him even though the time is already late.
The way went to cafe, I felt abit uncomfortable and can't used the way he treat me...so weird...
No doubt, he touched my face...gosh....how dare of him...>.<
We went to ''Aunty Lily'' cafe, and luckily got ah hui mummy and Morgan them...At first, I thought that only both of us, make me nervous.
Only later did I know that he also called a bunch of friends to come...Gosh, make me paiseh nia...I m kind of shy shy gal...don't know how to initiative to talk to them...So, I kept talked with ah hui mummy to prevent to get bored in addition she and Morgan got a bit unpleasent tonight.
As usual, he kept kacau me in front of his friends...make me shy then...huh...==''
Also a coincidence that we were ordered the same juice-Honeydew...SWT...==''
After drink, he picked me went back to INTI College. The way to INTI College, he talked to me...kept said he is feeling tired right now, moody....bla bla bla...I just listened and gave him some respond lest later he said that I did not listen what he said about...
When almost arrive INTI College, he suddenly said that don't know whether me willing to talk to him tonight? I said that now I'm talking to you ya... But then he said that now almost arrive INTI... I know that he was hinted me to accompany him...
Ok, we talked inside the car that parked outside of INTI College. I asked about his relationship with his gal friend, just realized that they already broke up. Actually I m nervous and don't know what should I talk to him???zzzzzz....=='' And the time is already late...already midnight...
Btw, the security guide of INTI College kept noticed both of us with his gravely eyes...
Talked to half, he suddenly locked the door of the car...I pretended not to realize that he locked the door of the car. But my heart kept beating...nervous...==''And I asked him whether he still got anything to share with me, if no, I gotta go back hostel. He said that if me want to go back hostel, he can let me go...I said OK...Maybe he will thought that I will stay and accompany him for awhile...but I'm not. I know that he is getting frustrated and upset and not happy when I drop again a sentence:''we chat again next time la...have a good sleep tonight... don't thinking too much...bye bye...see u then.''
As a conclusion, I don't know whether is I'm thinking too much or what...Now, I still not prepare yet to accept the new relationship... Once accepted, the days not so trivially passed as usual...It is a toughing and tiring life for me...
So, ''LOVE'' plz stay away from me...If u want to come with me, plz come a true and serious one. I don't want being hurt again.
