Tuesday, June 2, 2009

5 months later...



11 Feb 09
,the day u return bek my freedom to me. U said:''u deserve to get more better than tis...i cant fulfill u...u have freedom...find a better man."i din understand at all...i tot we would be together forever...i was wrong.i tried to talk to u...and try to ask u whether u seriously love me?seriously in tis relationship? U juz drop a word 'sorry'...ur promises was gone...i cried...i til want u back...u were nvr satisfied...no matter hw hard i try, its over...is u return back my freedom to me...

Last night (1 June 09) Monday, U ask do i til hate u through msn? u know u hurt me deep. Evytime u said sorry to me for wat u hv done to me...y????ya...i til HATE U!!!coz i do love u til nw...but i never told u the real answer.i simply said tat i dunno. For U, its over...for me, its nt over...i foolishly held on tightly on our love...evyday i tried to smile even though i m aching inside...i tried to smile even though my heart is breaking. U were the one who set it all up...nw u r the one who made it stop. Its hard for me to accept.I know its all over btw us...the only person i truly care for...left me with a broken heart...LOVE...it fell apart and it broke my heart...i love u once and i love u still...silly gal...Should i smile bcoz we are frenz or should i cry bcoz tat is all tat we ever be...Everythg i learned about breaking...i learned it frm u...

Its really funny how someone can break ur heart and u til love them with all the little pieces.