I don't know what actually i m thinking of in this moment and next moment... The answer in this moment might be not same as the next moment. When i am in silence state, my mind will think of u automatically. That's no reason...i don't know why???!!! I hate this kind of me... I got a lot of thing that i don't dare to do coz of u...coz i don't want to drop toward ur heart once again...its really PAINFULandTOUGH... Don't know whether u ever know about what i m thinking of and do for u? Nowadays, i don't dare to onFACEBOOKandMSN...coz this is the only way for me to prevent to think of u... I really hope that i can totally put down... The way u treat me now maybe just a normal friend, but not for me!!!=='' Because i will confuse of what u done! I really scare of it!!!:(...scare that i will drop into ur heart once again... Please DON'T!!! Plz...Plz...Plz...:( Don't do anything toward me again and again....ENOUGH...:(
Hui is my best friend... She is always stay beside me when i m facing the trouble... She know what i m thinking of...evytime she advised me that don't be silly once again... she said that i m her best friend, she don't want me been hurt again...this guy nice to be a best friend, but nt suit to beur BOY FRIEND! Hui:''Just try to explain and say to urself that he is not suit u...so don't put HOPE...''
Ya...i'll...it is Time JOB and also depends on my HEART...Pauline, +U...
I'm Pauline cECILIA an ordinary gal living in the Earth. Being brought into the world by my mama and papa which is on 21st March 1990. Obviously an Aries which is surprisingly sensitive and eager to please. Though I can be pushy and domineering or controlling at times, i also idealistic, trusting, and in great need of reassurance.
I feel most secure when am in love with my permanent partner. So ,don't break my heart to make me cry days and nights. Yeap, I deserve a better one but not the PAST!I require a great deal of affection and tenderness from my friends.
God's LOVE is my motivation.
~Nice to meet u all~♥