Wednesday, March 24, 2010

I'm waiting for the day when i learn to let go.♥

I couldn't handle this anymore....I hate this feeling.
I had enough to face this all again and again!!!
Today, we were coincidence met each other at "The Spring"...
It's such a S*cks!!!
Am totally mentally broke down!!!
I've no mood for that moment except crying...
But can't show out!!!
Am aching inside.
We were looking at each other...
When I see you smile and I know that its not for me..
Ur smile had proved it to me that u have ur better life then.
How bout me?
Still step in the ORIGIN?
Can't I just ignore YOU and all the PAST???!!!
I just wanna have a peaceful life.
I'm such a useless gal that always keep all the suffer to myself.
My tears can't stop rolling out my sorrowful eyes.
I admitted that am such a loser yet stupid!(Forgive me for saying that, God)
I thought I'm getting stronger than before, but after the incident this noon, I found myself really so weak. No one understand how I felt inside, included u.
I tried not to think of u since I yet blocked all the ways that can get ur news.
I just want a simple life that is without u.
Why ur face still lingering in my mind every time?
All the hard work I've done was destroyed!!!
Boy, I don't know whether u will see this post or not,
I just wanna vent out what I felt inside.
I've lost my way!
Who am I?
Memories kill me badly!!!
Such a big challenge for me to keep them in front of me, it kept reminds me and spoils my mood every single time when I saw them.
Honestly, I miss u so much even though u are the one who hurt me so deep.
But, we were not meant to be.
I like this song. Listen it and u can feel what I felt.
I don't know how to post the video here.
So, I just post the lyric here.

郭靜 - 心牆


一個人 眺望碧海和藍天
在心裏面 那抹灰就淡一些
海豚從眼前飛越 我看見了最陽光的笑臉
好時光都該被寶貝 因爲有限
我學著不去擔心得太遠
不計劃太多反而能勇敢冒險 豐富的過每一天快樂的看每一天 Wooh~
第一次遇見陰天遮住妳側臉
有什麽故事好想了解
我感覺我懂妳的特別
妳的心有一道牆 但我發現一扇窗
偶爾透出一絲暖暖的微光
就算妳有一道牆 我的愛會攀上窗台盛放
打開窗妳會看到悲傷融化...


I miss you more than you'll ever know