100 truth being tagged by Nelson

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: dragon fruit juice
2. Last phone call: Mummy
3. Last text message: Alan
4. Last song you listened to: Let the music heal ur soul
5. Last time you cried: yesterday...because of someone...

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: yup...
7. Been cheated on: ever b4
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: nope....
9. Lost someone special: yup...
10. Been depressed: often ...
11. Been drunk and threw up: one time...

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. White
13. Black
14. blue

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: sure got...
16. Fallen out of love: yup...
17. Laughed until you cried: yup
18. Met someone who changed you: Alan change me a lot...
19. Found out who your true friends were: Yes ,of course--Sally
20. Found out someone was talking about you: no idea
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: no

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: too many liao...
23. How many kids do you want to have : 2-3
24. Do you have any pets: cats
25. Do you want to change your name: nope...i like my name-->Pauline cECILIA..=)
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Memorable birthday.. gathering with my friends
27. What time did you wake up today: 7.ooA.M i think,if not mistaken.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night:chatting with Alan through msg...
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: semester break....this coming August!!!!!
30. Last time you saw your Mother: chinese new year...miss her so muchhh..==
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: be brave...
32. What are you listening to right now:stronger by Hillsong
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom:Tom never,but thomas ever...=)
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: nothing i think
35. Most visited webpage:facebook,msn...
36. Whats your real name: Pauline cECILIA Hoo Ju Ting
37. Nicknames: ah ting, ah paul....
38. Relationship Status:single
39. Zodiac sign: aries
40. Male or female?: female
41. Elementary?:Sjk( c )kai chung
42. Middle School?: SMK Kai Chung
43. High school/college?: INTI College Sarawak
44. Hair colour: Black
45. Long or short: long and curly
46. Height:158cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Yes
48. What do you like about yourself?: loyal
49. Piercings:both ears
50. Tattoos:impossible
51. Righty or lefty:righty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: never
53. First piercing: ear
54. First best friend: Sally
55. First sport you joined:never
56. First vacation: Kuching
58. First pair of trainers: dont know ?

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: nope...
60. Drinking: mineral water
61. I'm about to:waiting for someone to offline...
62. Listening to: music
63. Waiting to: Alan to offline


YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: of course
65. Get Married?: yes,of course
66. Career?: a succesful front office manager


WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: kisses
69. Shorter or taller: ok ok la...
70. Older or Younger: Younger ~
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic..
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: none
73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship: no idea
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: of course no
77. Drank hard liquor: yup..but now seldom...
78. Lost glasses/contacts: never
79. Sex on first date:impossible
80. Broken someone's heart: yup...happened since last two years...ah hui(sorry for wat i have done...bt both of us got fault too.)
82. Been arrested: huh???
83. Turned someone down: last time
84. Cried when someone died: yup,my lovely cousin...=(

85. Fallen for a friend?: ever

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: Yes
87. Miracles: 80%
88. Love at first sight: Yess ^^
89. Heaven: 100%
90. Santa Claus: i wish,but..you know
91. Kiss on the first date :step by step...nt nid rush...
92. Angels: yup

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: Nope.never
95. Did you sing today?: yup...practicing for inti fest in tis coming sunday(29June2009)
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: yes
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: when i was little gal
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: the day stay with him
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: yup

Charity day in Boulevard Kuching Part 2...^^

Ohaiyoo gozaimasu!!! Today, as normal, me and hui woke up by 10a.m. Then, we straight to take a shower... Wao...after shower really feel freshhhhhh...^^ After yet prepared evything, til left 1 and half hour to go to boulevard...so, we hv a movie time...we watched a korea movie that download by hui... Goshhhh!!! We thought was a short movie, who know that was a long drama!!! So, we don't know the ENDING!!!coz hui din finish download it...:( It was a romantic movie...
After watched, we went to the INTI lobby, waiting the coming of the bus. Today, same as yesterday, we need to join the charity activity again... We joined this activity with full of our heart...xD
Wao...coz of din take breakfast, we were really really hungry as hungry TIGER...hahaha...xD... We ate kFc straight after we reached. But, we ate until want to VOMIT!!! too full....==''hahaha...
Aikxxx....we always met the same situation..both of us always become Stupid Gals...only me and hui involved in this activity today...the others all adults...none of college students come...=='' And also our job was very very simple that is ask ppl to fill in the name for the Lucky Draw. Anyway, both of us snake here and snake there... actually it was a free job...wakaka...xD..

Public awareness exhibition on human immuno deficiency virus(AIDS)

Btw, i saw many cute babies...i really hope that i hv a pair of childrens...xD...aiks...STUPID me, even Mr.Right also hvnt meet yet, why thk so much lo...xD...Hui!!!u ar... when is ur turn?! I want to see ur lovely future children o...fast fast rEaLiZ3 my DREAM ya...hehehe...bluek..^^sure ah hui will hit me when she saw this article...hahaha...


On the other way, at about 3p.m, both of us were tired and sleepy...=='' we decided to go to Ipoh Town Cafe Shop there to have a glass of White Coffee.^^

2 STUPID Gals ^^

Me... Silly gal...xD

I like the Environment ...feel like back to 20 century...^^

I ordered Cincau White Coffee...^^

Whereas, hui ordered White Coffee...^^

This 2 Coffee just represent our FRIENDSHIP will NEVER last 4ever and EVER... SalLy and PaUlIn3

Walao...that Coffee so THICK and SWEET la...i thk they want us to get DIABETES and to gain FAT...hui said that Coffee make her cant sleep to9...wakaka..xD... We asked waitress to give us some ice cubes...hmm...it's better after adding of ICEcubes.^^
Wao...we met Jerry at Boulevard. He seems like slim already...may be tired of working bah...haha...this is the good way to let him become slim...hahaha... One good thing is we already BREAK the ICE ...haha...what ice? Thats SECRET..^^...Just only me, hui, momo and mouse know what is that SECRET.
At around 5p.m, ah leh come to Boulevard for giving me the Information of Santubong that i requested him to find yesterday. After gave us the Catalog of Santubong, they asked for dinner together...but we hv to reject them, coz i don't want something to go wrong...better prevent than let it to happen...u know, i know, he know...^^xD
Then, i called Mdm Ting to come and fetch us... Goshhh!!! She told me that she was at Matang...thats mean we need to wait for almost 1 hour...==''Swt....
We plan to window shopping awhile to fill the bore time... Owh!!! who know Ah leh suddenly called me by cell phone...cham...i really don't know want to say what to him...just simply say something...aiks...hope he wil not put any effort on me...we just a friend 4ever and ever...^^
Mdm Ting came to pick us by 6p.m...
Huh...this is my interesting Daily Life....^^

Charity day in Boulevard Kuching

Today i wake up at 11.15am, then straight to take a shower. After yet prepare, me and hui having lunch in Happy Valley...again Happy Valley... Actually i really no idea at all to order what for my lunch... I order nasi lemak, unfortunately nasi lemak out of order...no choice, i only can order Butter Chicken Rice... Btw, hui order Sweet and Sour Chicken Rice...hahaha...she seldom order this dishe, the only dishe she will order only Butter Chicken Rice...her favourite...XD
After lunch, we were waiting Madam Ting at INTI loubby there. Today we were going to Boulevard for do some charity about ''Public awareness exhibition on human immuno deficiency virus(AIDS)''.

Before start the program, Ben and Kate having there lunch in KFC...

Wao...sweet couple...XD

Before the opening ceremony...

More and more ppl come to join...^^but til not many ppl...

Have a speech about HIV/AIDS...

Talk about AIDS. What is HIV/AIDS? It is just like a Kaktus. It live in the human body, but not live outside the body. Actually it is hard to get HIV/AIDS. The person who get HIV/AIDS is coz of they dun take care of themselves...then this is what u will get in the end. So, pls appreciate ur life as is only once in ur life. Why died coz of HIV/AIDS? AIDS is last part of HIV... When u get HIV/AIDS, u will hv many symptom such as cant eat , and become more and more slim coz of immune system low...really scarery...=='' It is acquired disease is contracted, passed frm person to person, not inherited. Immunodeficiency condition in which the body's natural ability to protect itself against disease or infecions. It is a very fast virus and it causes gradual destruction of cells in the body over time. By the way, induces the information of HIV/AIDS antibody after 2 weeks to 6 months of entry-known as the Window Period. Window Period is the duration of time from the entry of the virus into the body to the development of antibodies. Usually 3 to 6 weeks. It also can be as long as 6 months. During this period, HIV/AIDS screening test maybe negative. HIV/AIDS started from 1981 and it is definitely no vacinne until now.HIV/AIDS cause of social problem but not only economic problem. So, the result of getting HIV/AIDS is short lifestyle.

After ceremony, have a Lucky Draw... So Lucky that i m the only person who get the Lucky Money that is RM100.XD... haha...

The ceremony ended after Lucky Draw... Tomorrow hv to come again...=='' bt its ok...coz Charity mah...its good for ourselves too...^^

Don't dare to on9...

I don't know what actually i m thinking of in this moment and next moment... The answer in this moment might be not same as the next moment. When i am in silence state, my mind will think of u automatically. That's no reason...i don't know why???!!! I hate this kind of me... I got a lot of thing that i don't dare to do coz of u...coz i don't want to drop toward ur heart once again...its really PAINFUL and TOUGH... Don't know whether u ever know about what i m thinking of and do for u? Nowadays, i don't dare to on FACEBOOK and MSN... coz this is the only way for me to prevent to think of u... I really hope that i can totally put down... The way u treat me now maybe just a normal friend, but not for me!!!=='' Because i will confuse of what u done! I really scare of it!!!:(...scare that i will drop into ur heart once again... Please DON'T!!! Plz...Plz...Plz...:( Don't do anything toward me again and again....ENOUGH...:(

Hui is my best friend... She is always stay beside me when i m facing the trouble... She know what i m thinking of...evytime she advised me that don't be silly once again... she said that i m her best friend, she don't want me been hurt again...this guy nice to be a best friend, but nt suit to be ur BOY FRIEND! Hui:''Just try to explain and say to urself that he is not suit u...so don't put HOPE...''

Ya...i'll...it is Time JOB and also depends on my HEART...Pauline, +U...

What to do on a Boring SATURDAY

I have Nothing To Do Today! I am so BORED!!!=='' Should i get some friends together and go to a movie, go shopping? Nope, stil the same thing i can do is sit in front of my laptop and on the facebook again...sigh~

Dictionary of LOVE

Last few days, me and my best friend--Hui have created a Dictionary of LOVE group in my facebook. The purpose of create this group is for all of u to do the discussion about LOVE. We can share our LOVE experience, LOVE story, LOVE trouble...etc... Even i am one of the creator, i admitted tat i m also the one who was broken heart in LOVE relationship before. As a gal, i really dunno y guys can set the love ''Building'', and the next moment he can destroy it at all??? So sad...=='' Attention:u all can discuss love things at ''Dictionary of LOVE''in my facebook...share ur love...

The email address will be pchjt@yahoo.com(facebook)

The 2nd website is paulinesally.blogspot.com(blogspot)

welcome all of u come to join us...

Wow...time passed really fast...now ord 6PM. I ord wasted my whole noon to do nothg...and the weather is really hot even just now rain for awhile...

What should i eat for my dinner tonight? If i m on diet, i wont worry about tat lame things...just take my GREEN APPLE for my 3 meals...but nowadays,i m lazy to diet...maybe stress on my studying...cant concentrate on diet... Hui said want to eat burger tat sell at roadside...we have long long time ago din eat tat burger since last semester...Last few weeks, we plan to buy burger from roadside stall, unfortunately they have their ''off-day''...arhhhhhhhhhhh....NO LUCK!!! hope today they got open...but i thk today they ''off-day''again...If happened as i said, no choice...CAFETERIA is the only choice for our fill our stomachhhhhhhh...really dun wish to touch CAFETERIA food anymore la...liaksssss....eveyday same menu...din update their menu...''==

Now, plan to take my shower again...really hot!!! ''STICKY" is only a word tat can describe my body right now.=='' After take my shower, maybe have my reading time awhile plus waiting the time pass til around 7PM...then go down have our dinner...After dinner, we plan to hv a movie time tat rent from Kah Jong...That movie we borrowed from him since last few weeks, coz of no time to watch it, then plan tonight to watch...
Okay lah...go take bath now...
BYE BYE...XD

Saturday night (empty HEART)

LOVE NEVER FAILS

I like this sentence... But it was failed in my life... My LOVE was gone...

Why am i like this??? Every time, u want me to help u to do something and i will never reject u. And also i do all ur request without any regret. Why? Why i still same as before??? Please stop it okay?! I m tired of it!!! Really TIRED at all!!!=='' Now, u touch my life again...the more u find me, the more i confuse...
Tonight,we chat through msn once again...u ask me to send u some nice songs...sure i can send all of them to u if u wan... Btw, u said that when i m going back to Bintangor, u will bring me go to watch Horror movie at Sibu's cinema. U make me feel like back to the PAST. Last time when we still in relationship status, u ever dated me to watch Horror movie at cinema. Unfortunately, haven't reach that day, our fate was gone...
Why? I'm really don't understand why? Why i can done all ur request without any complaint?! I admit that u still stay in my heart...i cant forget U...WHY??????? I'm so suffer right now...=='' Do u ever know what i m thinking of? Do u ever know What I Hv Done For U? Pauline cECILIA is missing of U...

5 months later...

11 Feb 09,the day u return bek my freedom to me. U said:''u deserve to get more better than tis...i cant fulfill u...u have freedom...find a better man."i din understand at all...i tot we would be together forever...i was wrong.i tried to talk to u...and try to ask u whether u seriously love me?seriously in tis relationship? U juz drop a word 'sorry'...ur promises was gone...i cried...i til want u back...u were nvr satisfied...no matter hw hard i try, its over...is u return back my freedom to me...

Last night (1 June 09) Monday, U ask do i til hate u through msn? u know u hurt me deep. Evytime u said sorry to me for wat u hv done to me...y????ya...i til HATE U!!!coz i do love u til nw...but i never told u the real answer.i simply said tat i dunno. For U, its over...for me, its nt over...i foolishly held on tightly on our love...evyday i tried to smile even though i m aching inside...i tried to smile even though my heart is breaking. U were the one who set it all up...nw u r the one who made it stop. Its hard for me to accept.I know its all over btw us...the only person i truly care for...left me with a broken heart...LOVE...it fell apart and it broke my heart...i love u once and i love u still...silly gal...Should i smile bcoz we are frenz or should i cry bcoz tat is all tat we ever be...Everythg i learned about breaking...i learned it frm u...

Its really funny how someone can break ur heart and u til love them with all the little pieces.

I miss U...

The one thing i learned...it's not always rainbow and butterflies. U promised me u wouldn't hurt me.but...u lied. U hurt me...and no matter how happy i seem...i hurt deeper then u'll ever know...i asked wat was wrong...and u juz drop by to say tat me deserve to get more better than this...many things u cant fulfill me...u give me a freedom...want me to find another better guy...i was the only one who get hurt but u never ever know...is u let it go such easily...Now i feel like i'm the only one til HURTING...
I admitted tat i fall in love too easilly...and i know this was all my FAULT...i always thought u were...It's funny how someone can break ur heart and u still love them with all the little pieces...i get the truth from u even it is really hurt...the truth is u never take me to ur heart...and nt really love me...I hv so many questions want to ask u...but dunno hw to ask...it was hurt when i think of u every middle of the night...
Did it mean anything to u, the 1st time i said ...''I LOVE U"??? Do i mean anything to u at all? U til mean so much to me but i m ur MISTAKE!!!
Words can never replace tis kind of feelings!!! I wil try to move on and hv no regrets... I want to tel U one thing...I miss u...