Bye bye 2010♥

Wow..time flies~Today is 31st December 2010, the very last day for 2010.
The day after today it's probably will be the brand new year 2011 for all of us.
How are you guys going to celebrate for tonight?Countdown with ur lover, friends, family or just staying at home countdown with tv program as me which there is no lover, no friends, no family stay beside...

2010 was a challenging year for me. I've had go through lotsa ups and down...I had benefited greatly from those ups and down...I felt that I grew up and be more mature in everything...How about you?Now matter what, 2010 is going to an END, so let us erase the past and greet the arrival of the Year 2011!

For the brand New Year 2011, I've get myself the Mission and Target of the Year 2011 and I hope I can achieve it! New Life, New Chapter and New Beginning!

I wish that I can slim down according to my target weight!
I wish that I can enhance my communication skills through my internship in Hilton Hotel!
I wish that I can be a smart person after my internship!
I wish that I can be a brave person to face those difficulties!
I wish that I can totally change to the new one ME!
I want to live and spend my life to the fullest in 2011!

I hope that I can successfully realize all my Wishes in 2011!!!

Lastly, let us together throw away all the bad luck and unpleasant things to prepare for the arrival of the Year 2011!

Happy New Year in advance!
2011 is coming, Lets ENJOY for the very last day in 2010 with no REGRET!!!(:
♥

Laziness~Finally a long updated!

Fiuh~~~blow blow and wave wave~~~It's time to get my blognest clean!No doubt it must have been full of DUST here!Grrr... :(
To be truthful here, this holiday was a meaningless to me as I was like a lazy bud that always stayed at home and too lazy to bother about anything. Everyday life have been repeating the same thing.Apart from eat,sleep,watch tv and it will be probably online-ing...Until the day EVE of Christmas which is on 24th, I just began to get my life activated!haha. To welcoming and greeting the birth of baby Jesus Christ!
Guess wat?!It was really a sea of people to describe on that night.Undeniably this scenario is hard to be seen in the daily mass.Most Catholics are usually only come for the occasion mass and seldom involved themselves for the every Sunday or sunset mass. Hopeless-ing
After mass ended, it was cloudburst in a sudden...I wondered whether it is Mother Mary felt the joy of our praise of Jesus Christ is coming!Yeah!I've been so believe on it!
I felt so sorry on that night as I was destroyed the happy atmosphere and it should be a joyful night!But all had been blew by my bad temper!Ya, I argued with my parents!==So bad me!!:[
I always failed in control my temper and always burst out the discontent and resentment of mine!As the chinese saying goes:"家家有本难念的经，Every family has its cupboard."So you should know my feelings.
25th morning, I got up early than usual for the early X'mas mass. After get myself prepared, I waited my biao jie to pick me up to the church with my both panda eyes as I was not enough sleep and still in sleeping mode.sigh~There was also fulled of Catholics were actively came for the X'mas mass as welcome the arrival of Jesus Christ!

After mass, we were heading for the breakfast at my mum shop.I ordered fried bee hun, granny and my biao jie ordered mee goreng soup and my aunt ordered kampua mee.Mom cooked is always the BEST!XD

After breakfast, we went for shopping to grab some formal clothes and black shoe for my coming internship..sigh~Cashless-ing again!Trouble!When we shopped in a halfway, one of my aunt called my biao jie said that they were reached in bintangor and want to meet up.We met up in one of the boutique.Unexpectedly, cloudburst in a sudden again!The weather was fooling us around this lately!Hence, we continued our shopping in that boutique~Which I also helped my cousin chose a piece of nice nice dress that she had never challenged before. I was happy that she like it and bought it at last!hehe...And we also helped my aunt chose a piece a dress which is in hanai pictures. Originally she was also reluctant to buy this dress as she never tried this style before...but later after me and my biao jie kept encouraged her to buy then she just accept this new transformation.funny enough^^I was also fancy a piece of formal shirt, it looked well, but just a little fit...and I was determined will get started my weight loss BIG battle after back to Kuching as I can't fit in all my nice clothes!!!Grrr..:(

After shopping, we all heading to my dad shop to have a drink. After drink, we went to my mum shop again for lunch time. My stomach was still fulled, so I just ate some vege and 100plus.

After lunch, we were heading to my aunt house to have a rest and we were chit chating togather for several hours.It was a grateful moments.Noon time, we off to St. Augustine primary school to see my little cousin rehearsal his martial arts for the 26th youth night concert.Tired...we spent our several hours there...

Yeah, as usual my mum was the one who prepared for the dinner to welcome my aunt them.My mum will never miss the chance to show her homecook skill.haha..xD The night was GREAT and the dinner was delicious!We had a great moments on that night!(:

That night, we also payed a visit to one of my young aunt house.We chit chatting again!

And that night which touched me the most was my granny.She gave me a present! It was a very precious gift to me and also for all her grandchild...Mum said it was a souvenir from my granny.I get what she meant...I felt like teardrop...Granny,I still remember the time you holding my hand across the street when I was still a little gal and now we exchange the character which is my turn to carry u through each section of the road.

This only a fraction of the years, why flies so fast?! I can't imagine the day without u in this WORLD!:[

Lastly, Happy belated X'mas to u all and welcoming the brand new year 2011!

Gambateh, Pauline cECILIA

透视的

天啊！都几点了我还不跟周公相会。。。
原因是。。。
《我不想睡！》
因为final临近了，想尽全力把星期一要考的科目的重点key in 进我这怠慢的脑袋！
可是不见得可以达到我要的目标。。。算了啦。。。就算key in 一部分也不嫌少！
嗯。。。
人啊。。。活得简单，快乐就好！
别去在意他人对你的看法，否则你一辈子活得也不快乐！
人人都有优缺点，而我的缺点是什么呢？
也许每个人都清楚吧！
我是透视的，所以一眼望去，谁会看不透呢？
呵呵。。。
我试着不去介意，这样才会看到快乐的自己！
做个开朗的女孩子吧！(:
好啦！
不写了！
本人继续温书去！tata! (:

I'm Already There♥

The Best Band EVER-WESTLIFE
[I'm Already There] by Westlife♥

He called her on the road
From a lonely cold hotel room
Just to hear her say I love you one more time
But when he heard the sound
Of the kids laughing in the background
He had to wipe away a tear from his eye
A little voice came on the phone
Said daddy when you coming home
He said the first thing that came to his mind

Im already there
Take a look around
Im the sunshine in your hair
Im the shadow on the ground
Im the whisper in the wind
Im your imaginary friend
And I know Im in your prayers
Oh Im already there

She got back on the phone
Said I really miss you darling
Dont worry about the kids theyll be alright
Wish I was in your arms
Lying right there beside you
But I know that Ill be in your dreams tonight
And Ill gently kiss your lips
Touch you with my fingertips
So turn out the light and close your eyes

Im already there
Dont make a sound
Im the beat in your heart
Im the moonlight shining down
Im the whisper in the wind
And Ill be there until the end
Can you feel the love that we share
Oh Im already there

We may be a thousand miles apart
But Ill be with you wherever you are

Im already there
Take a look around
Im the sunshine in your hair
Im the shadow on the ground
Im the whisper in the wind
And Ill be there until the end
Can you feel the love that we share
Oh Im already there
Oh Im already
There

To be truthful, I kept listening to this song repeatedly tonight!Each word each line are just so meaningful. Yay, it's touched!!! The Best Band EVER!!! I love WESTLIFE!

Pictures talk to U ♥

Yayyy...this was the receipt that I've been received from Timberland specialist that cost me RM111!!! And I have to visit tat PLACE again in this coming Thursday or Friday!What the tuuuuuuu!!!!Have to nag my dad to bank in $$$ again!!!
Dad, I also don't want to be..but how?What we can blame only the "Weather''!This weather is killing ppl yet made the matter worse that I'm staying in non-aircond room!It's tiring to stay in such hot as sauna room!I want to move out!!!AS soon AS possible!haiz... Between, dad...u have to believe in me that I am a saving daughter...I rarely shop for the clothes and girly stuffs in this semester! I just shop for the necessity stuffs only..I rarely go for entertainment such as movies, hang out, etc...And usually just have a meal for one day. This is the way that I used to save my $$$! But I wonder how my money run out every time...sigh~~~

This is the ear drop that cost me RM11!

It's called SOLUWAX which is for softening ur earwax!
Have to drop it into my both ears daily with 3 drops each time.

See how serious of my left ear!
It's itchy and pain!
:C

Okay!That's all for this post!

P/S: It's been raining just now! *Grin*♥

Pauline cECILIA is going to recover soonest!(:♥

Earache

Am back to get you guys an updated!
Guess wat...I had been sick few days ago...I wonder how my health is getting worse day by day!Due to the weather been too hot...my left ear began to pain! Yesterday morning, my uncle and aunt brought me to ear specialist at timberland. I can only say, it was SO EXPENSIVE! The visitation just took me within 5 minutes. It cost me RM111! Doctor consultation cost RM30, Ear scoop cost RM40, Ear toilet cost RM30 and follow by the Eardrop cost RM11! Totally cost me RM111!What a nice DIGIT! *Cashless-inG* Make the matter worse, doctor Wong was outstation, hence I was consult by an Indian doctor who was sent from the central hospital. He went: Too much waste inside ur ear, plus ur ear hole is too small, it's hard to take it out, and can't check what's the problem..
So...he gave me an eardrop...after a week need to return back again to check. And that time probably will be doctor Wong consult me!
Undeniably, today I was feeling okay with my ear! Though still can't clearly hear what ppl talking about but at least it's reduce the pain.

Well....I was handed up my resume to Nadia yesterday noon and I was absent for the marketing class as well. I gave the sick leave to ''da jie'' to help me give to Mr.Bernard. Cos I had absent once for his class. I don't want to receive any *Love letter* from head!
I had applied Hilton for my industrial training as I have no idea at all where should I go for! And I've been so sure that my dad will never allowed me to having my training in West Malaysia!Hence, there is the only choice ''Kuching''! Yayy....I'm waiting for daddy to send me the car for me convenience during my training periods.Sighhhhhhhh~~~Gonna step into society soonest...To be honest, I haven't get my mind prepared yet. *Nervous* Hopefully everything goes well! My ever 1st time!

Last nite I was stayed alone at my aunt house as they all gone to the wushu training center. I feel boredom to go there as I have nothing to do yet just stand there day dreaming only. Why not just stay at home and watch tv program? By the same time, I've been received a message from ah hui.
Here comes to the conversation:
ah hui:fast get prepared, kah jong will come to pick u guys up later!
I frozen at the moment when I seeing this message! I don't really getting wat she meant.
me:go where?I am nt in hostel.
ah hui:Elisa din tell u about tonite programs?We are going to eat dinner and watch movie.
me:She din tel me. I stil at my aunt house.
ah hui:Nvm...
Haiz....So...I just watching tv for the whole lonely nite while waiting my aunt them come back..
10pm something...finally my aunt them came back!

Don't know why...I just wanted to mention it here before I end this post.
I know it badly that I shouldn't be and never ever be mention it again!!!And it is non of my business and no point for me to mention about it anymore! Well...I was finally saw his Family portrait[his dad and mum and his brother and he himself]. What a lovely family portrait! This is how I used to want to see his ''family portrait'' before...but he never shown me before. Alright, at least I've seen this today in his fb.

Just now read an article that shared from my friends in fb. The title is "黑人和范范的十年♥'' This article made people envy toward their loves. I do envy! She is really lucky to have him as her boyfriend. And yet he is also lucky to have her as his girlfriend. Wish them Forever LOVE! *Envy*
When is my turn?
LOL...Don't too rush..and never rush!!!This is wat I always reminding myself!

Okay! Quite a long post tonight! Do enjoy my updated ya!

Stay tune readers!
Tata!
♥hugs♥

Sick...

This morning, woke up by 8.30am. Actually still have plenty of time for me to sleep due to the marketing class is at 12pm. Nevertheless, I didn't continue my precious sleeping time. After had my teethbrush and facewash, took out the FnB2 notes and simply read through... Well, I had an apple for my breakfast as I don't feel hungry at all yet no appetite to eat everything. In fact, I was so SICK!!!Body heat was attacking me once again. It was suffering...Just imagine that ur whole body was feeling hot but the hot can't even make you sweating..The heat kept inside the body day by day...How's the feeling? No ones will know the feeling that I felt. Due to this sickness, it caused me lost my appetite to eat everything. I don't feel starving at all. Yesterday, I just had a glass of milk with some cornflakes until nite time I had a bowl of mee goreng soup. Until today, I don't dare to have any snack yet I still desire to have a little sometimes. *CONTROL*

Besides, I had a surfing for some nice blogskin as I plan to get my blog a new looking. Gonna say bye bye to Pinky SKIN!

Will get you updated soon~

Hugs~

♥