Do you???Am I???

Do you see me?
Do you still looking for me?
LOLz...XD
Undeniably, sometimes am still will looking for you...
No reason...
It came naturally...
1st Jan 2010, you've been sent me a greeting message ''Happy new year^^'' with 0168825067. Originally, am comfused who sent me the greeting message...therefore I replied back''Happy new year to u too, btw, may I know who are you?'' to u. After I sent, I froze a few seconds...Ochhh...Its U! No wonder that 10 digits was so familiar to me.
Because I've been deleted ur both contact numbers since we're broke up in order to let me to forget you as soon as possible, but can't be deny the fact, the numeral already engraved in my mind since the day we've been together. I've tried hardly to erased both of ur contact numbers from my mind, and I did not deliberately to remember these numeral but what I get is???
I still can remember your both contact numbers.
I want to know whether ur life is doing fine over there?
But I choose to hide... I've to control myself!
I don't even want to send you any message since I yet promised that I will never find you again, coz I don't want to get hurt once again.
Sometimes am still will missing the past...
And yet miss the moment we've been together.
In the past memories, you gave me enough ups and downs...
From LOVE to HATE and to the END...
Thats the sad ENDING!
We're have no future even we yet tried 4 times...
Arghhhh!!!!
Pauline cECILIA is getting crazy now...
LOLz...
She's still write such silly things in her blogger???
Lord God, please blessed me DON'T!!!
Have to stop now...
Goodnight boys and gals.
Have a good good nights.
Muackzzz...♥

Time Flies...

Oochh...
It's already Semester 5 since the 1st day I entered to this College.
I still remember,
it was a Saturday morning, it's rainy day, my cousin brought me to Inti College for the first Semester enrollment. *Excitement*, after all, coz this was my 1st time living life without parents. After enrollment, we went to buy some daily necessities for my ''Hostel Life''. *Lot of things*
The 1st day of my 1st Semester, I walked alone in this school, and constantly looking for my classroom in such a big College (actually it's not such BIG^^)without any familiar faces, my heart was beating fast, unfamiliar faces all around the school. x(
I'm trying to ask ppl around the school see whether they know where my classroom located. And my mind constantly pray to God to blessed me can met the person who take the same course and same subject with me right now...
Finally, one of my senior brought me to the classroom...*perhaps he is an angel sent by God?heee^^*
Time flies~~~
It's has been a year and 3 months I further my studies in this College and still continueing now...
So that extent,
I still left more than a year here to further my studies.
Although it's not a very perfect, good, nice and excellent College, but it's not bad as well. And I really appreciated what I had get from this College. Expecially *Friendship*. I've met lot of friends here, both local and foreign friends. I really treasure a *friendship* with them.♥hugs♥
Imagine the day of our graduation day for diploma, am sure that I will cry badly on that day! Coz I really love u guys so much...After graduation, it's hardly for us to be gathered as usual we hv now...
Therefore, we must cherish the moment we have now.