Assignment is fooling me around!!!!!!X(

Awwww...Readers!!!Tell me how to SURVIVE in such Condition!!!!
These few days I was so sick yet hopeless with my Communication level 4's Assignment!
The Question"Acquiring more than one language is crucial to work in Hotel Industry."
Actually I choose this question just because of I thought this is the most easier question among all the questions that had been listed down by her.
In fact..........it was WRONG!
When I asked others to give some opinion or ideas regarding this question, their 1st EXPRESSION was just:"Oops!Wat assignment lai de? So hard geh?!"
Gosh, I froze at the moment...

Well, the assignment is still in progressing...
My feeling toward this ASSIGNMENT:
.&*%#$@^&*^@$@&*

Test 2 for F&B Management1 will be on this coming Friday.

20 MCQ and 4 Practical Question!
LOLx...Hopefully everything proceeds as smooth as it can la....GOD BLESS.^^
Just now chatting with one of my senior through MSN. Not for other stuff, just for Assignment stuffs!
He is now having his industrial training in Penang.
Yayyy...I succeeded to get some information from him about the assignment.
He is such a talent student.
I am wondering...is it I am kind of easy to be read PERSON? Or I am just never hide my feelings?
Why I say so?
Beside my best friend and family...
He READ a part of mine.
Yayyy...he read me. I m a gal that is seriously lack of CONFIDENT!
I always have a mindset that I will never ever be as SUCCESSFUL as others.
I'm just an ordinary gal with ordinary mind yet nt a talent gal among all the friends.
I told him that for him sure can handle, for me sure die kiii (Study stuff).
He replied me: That's because you look down on urself.
And he sent me 2 quotes:"You can do it if you try - by Donald Trump
:"No matter what you do, always claim victory - by Donald Trump
Both quotes made me feel comfort at the moment.
Lack of CONFIDENT=INFERIORITY
I have always wearing on both of them...
Pauline Cecilia is as Fragile as Egg
Don't try to pinch her heart as it would be instantly broken.
She needs Caring!
She needs Comfort!
She needs Confident!
She needs Advice!
She needs LOVE!
She needs Hugs!
She needs Friends!
She needs whatever She wants!!!

She hates being Alone!
She hates Silent!
She hates Fat!
She hates feeling of Full!
She hates being dump!
She hates the feeling of Jealous!
She hates whatever she don't like!

The End of this POST!

Off to Revision for my F&B1.

Short Updated(Guess WHAT!?Pauline is getting STRESS)

Sky
This scene had been taken in Sematan beach last month if I'm not mistaken.

I love SKY. Don't you?

It's been awhile since I last blogged.
As u can see that my blogskin had been changed from dark emo theme to pinky strawberry theme.
What happened toward me?
Nothing happened.
Just because of I am so in LOVE with STRAWBERRY, so this come to the RESULT.
Actually I don't feel wanna to get my blog updated as I was lot of works need to go through.
But I was nagging by Si hui to at least leave some words or pictures here to not let the dust stick on my blog.
She is right, so I am here to get u guys updated.
I was just so stressed about all the stuffs.
I admit that I am kind of very emotional gal.
Happy in second, sad in another second.
Cheers up PAULINE!
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Before get into my blogging page here, I noticed that ah hui has been activated her blog last few days.
Good Job!
Keep it up ya my dear!
I will be punctual to c ur every updated post as always.
So, don't get me disappointed ya.
Before end this post,
I would like to wish my dad"Happy Father's Day".
Though I am not there celebrate with u for this big occasion,
but U're always in my heart.
I LOVE you daddy!
Stay healthy as always
♥

Love LIFE ♥ (:

Hello guys...
Life is still going on as usual...
My life was just so busyyyy...
Nahhh...before get started my daily life, lets show u my IDOL-SHANE!♥I am just so in LOVE with HIM since I was still a little gal...♥
Westlife's SHANE

This morning, I woke up by 6.30am automatically but not been awakened by my alarm set which was 6.50am!!! Wat the tuuuu!!! Undeniably, I'm still in sleepy mode but just couldn't stay in bed as usual...coz time is too limited as today got test1 of F&B Management1!!! OMG!!!Haven't well-prepared yet!!! I had to seize the time to do the last quick revise!!! OMG!!! In order to stay awake from asleep, I cooked a glass of HOT milo and eat with ''Su Da Bing'' as my today's BREAKFAST!!! Nahh...going to tell you that it wasn't cure at all!!! I was still in sleepy mode!!!Ishhh!!!!
It's been awhile, time flies to 8am. Its time to go down to catch the INTI bus, otherwise I will be missed the bus for sure. I walked alone toward the front gate of INTI...Eee...The way toward the gate, I noticed that both kristy and sii yiing were already waiting there. So early!!!Everyone seems so tired!Short semesters is always in rush! EXHAUSTED!
I sat alone inside the bus as ah hui was overnite her boyfiee there and her boyfieee will drive her to Hilton for sure.^^
Yayyy, I took out the notes and started to go simply go through them. It has been taken few minutes then I was fell into asleep. Everyone was sleeping in the bus the way to Hilton. We were just so tired!lol..
Ah hui wasn't there when I reached Hilton. So, I just waited her in the training room and tried to have quick revise. Honestly, my memory wasn't good yet it has lotsa things to memorize through the notes that had been given by the lecturer!!!Gosh,wanna die kiii!!! Ah hui was came after 10 minutes later if I was not mistaken... All of us was just tried our best to do our last effort before the exam start! Jason was so leng gang there yet kept chatting with Lesley...haiz...speechless toward him...up to him lo...coz he had his own way as he had been told me that what he is going to do during the exam! Guys owes like tat la, lazy yet stubborn! I had been told him many times:''don't try to cheat during the exam! Dangerous! don't play play!" but what was his respond?he said:"Boy's memory not good, couldn't memorize many things, But gal's memory is much more better than guy!"haiz...That was an excuses that u had been dropped!!!=='' So STUBBORN! blerk!!!
About the exam, it wasn't went so well but stil considered okay as I can still filled the answer. Just hope that I can PASS it then it will be alright for me!Bless me!!!
Exam was finished at 11.30am. As Kah Jong was driving to Hilton, ah hui and me just followed his car way back to INTI College.
It was 10 minutes before 12pm we had to get started another class. Gosh...Call us SUPERWOMEN!Haha...As usual, we just kept copying the different types of formal letter from this class. Today, we had been copied down 2 types of letter which was "Resignation Letter" and "Rejection Letter".Gosh...lotsa types of formal letter!!!It's going to kill me though~I hate formal letter as it need to memorize the format yet using formal word to complete the letter. haiz....
Class had been finished earlier...
After lunch, we went to INTIMA office...we just lepak there as usual..haha...
3pm, we had been attended a TALK from Prince Hotel which is came from KL. The one who delivered his speech is a foreigner!haha...Handsome!!!Likeyyyyyy^^ hehe.... He told us about the job, career, bla bla bla in the Hotel industry....he said:''it doesn't mean that u will be working at higher position just because u were finished ur degree from Switzeland or other famous Uni. In the Hotel Industry, Experience is much more IMPORTANT than a piece of certificate! And don't care about the salary as the salary in Hotel Industry is always low. We serve the guests with our whole-hearted."
Yayyy...What a good TALK for us! But honestly, I still haven't decided yet where to go for my training and which department I interested to!haiz...Just wait and see....^^
6pm, INTIMA meeting again....live to the FULLEST today!wahaha..XD

Let's show u guys some random pictures of today!haha

Me and Ah hui (:

Ah hui and Kah Jong ^^

LOL...They didn't noticed that....shhhh...haha...
Kah Jong and Poh Swee!!!
They were just so high while talking about gals...lol...
We had lotsa fun while waiting for the 6pm meeting in the INTIMA office.

Okayy guys...
Just want to tell...

the post is going to an END!
Toodles!!!
Cya^^
LOVE!

可不可以不做你的朋友.

"不做你的朋友"


Click play and listen it!
慢慢失忆　所有和你的事情必须忘记
爱的盆地　深怕在一滴眼泪就会决堤
我也不想　被你肯定　在这个时候 说我 让你感动过

别握住我的手　说我一定会懂　做不成的爱人变成最好朋友
别牵着我的手　想着别人脸孔　换个方式牵手　并不会更好过
可不可以　不做你朋友

慢慢心痛　没有人发现我和从前不同 (不同)
你的眼中　看得见另一个人给的感动
我也不要你心疼我　在这个时候 对我比从前温柔 (跟温柔)

别握住我的手　说我一定会懂　做不成的爱人变成最好朋友 (做不成的爱人变成)
别牵着我的手　想着别人脸孔　换个方式牵手　并不会更好过
可不可以　不做你朋友

应该放晴的天气　还下雨　别这样下去　我难过　但是说不出口

RAP:
一直逃避　我以为闭上眼睛就能忘记
我的记忆开始在雨天的七月二十三
慢慢经过我们一起绕过的十字街头
怎么走都走不到尽头

握住我的手　说我一定会懂　做不成的爱人变成最好朋友 (做不成的爱人变成)
别牵着我的手　想着别人脸孔　换个方式牵手　并不会更好过
可不可以　别回头　可不可以　就放手　可不可以　不做你的朋友

I've been listening this song just now...
I like the lyrics.
Each word each line are just so meaningful to me.

Tat's all.
Wordless for this post.
LOVE Pauline cECILIA

S.H.E - 不做你的朋友 (KTV)

LOST CONTROL ):

"LOST CONTROL"
Actually I have no idea what I am going to post.
Just a Feeling for these few days.
I felt LOST once again.
I felt ALONE once again.
Tired of handling those MEMORIES.
Tired of HIDING.(feeling)
Tired of CRYING.(missing)
Tired of TRYING.(as a friend)
Despite how sad and hurt I am,
the fact is,
I still can't LET go!!!!!!!
Not NOW!!!
Tell me WHEN!!!
Tell me WHY???
It's not ur fault,
it's just my problem.
WESTLIFE "HOME"
Don't ask why this SONG.
Just this SONG.

Who am I?(Feelings)

“我”

我承认我不是强者，
也不奢望成为强者，
因为根本不可能。

我承认我是个弱者，
也是个胆小鬼，
因为那这就是我。

我一点也不聪明，
头脑一点也不发达。
所以，
我曾自卑过，
我流着泪对着天主说：“为什么我这么笨？什么都做不好？。”
我知道天主听到了，
而我的话也一定伤了天主。

天主对我的话有了回应。
他说：“我的女儿，你知道你最大的财富是什么吗？”
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答案：善良的心。
虽然我没有聪明的头脑，
可是我有颗善良的心。
这是财富吗？
只要是天主赐给我的每一样东西，
那就是最大的“财富”。

身边的人，
就像是我的责任。
我喜欢照料周遭的人，
我喜欢对他人施舍我所有，
只要当下的我是有能力的，
我决不会说不，
就算自己饿着了也愿意。

我喜欢逗朋友笑，
看到他们因为我的逗趣而灿烂的笑，
我内心是感动的。
朋友们是怎么看待我这个人都无所谓，
只要他们对我是真心的，
那就足够了。

对于爱情，
我还是忘不了过去。
对于一个忠于念旧的人，
回忆又怎能轻易的被磨灭呢？
如果可以，
就让我失忆吧。

I woke up around 8.3oam this morning. Undeniably I'm still in sleepy mode.
But I was forcing myself to wake up as I am kind don't like to waste time.
Do some pray before off to bath-ing.
After well-prepared, I took out the daily bible and started to read.
Each word each line in the bible was just so meaningful to me.
I like reading bible but I always spend the least on it.==

Honestly, I have been taken out the Previous Diary Book this morning without any reason.
It has been kept for ages since we broke up.
I've been went through all the pages by pages that I had been note down in this book.
MEMORIES is Beautiful.
But it has it's UPs and DOWNs.

Though it is just a

Simple Note Book

But, it had been kept all the moments that we ever had in the past.

Mind has been started messy these few days.
Tired.
Tat's all for this moment.
Off to bath.

I have been lost my way.