Nobita and Doraemon 大雄&叮当

Nobita and Doraemon
大雄&小叮当

U guys must be feeling weird and wonder why that I would put this picture???
It was a long long long story to tell...
When am looking at this picture, it will let me think of my first love...
Don't know why...
Recently, I had a compulsion to return to the time we were together.
Ya!
I admit that am a silly gal!!!
Am stupid!!!
Am useless!!!
Even so, it is still no way to stop me to think about you ah!!!
Am suffer right now u know!!!
No!!!
U never know since u started a new relationship with her.
And u are right,
cos this is the respect for the new relationship.
Since I once failed in love with 2nd relationship,
I had tried hardly to forget him and started my new life.
I thought that am successfully to get rid of miss him.
Backfire, not only I did not succeed and survived from it,
whenever I thought of the way he treated me when we were still a couple,
naturally, you(大雄) will be reminded of in my mind.

I miss!!!
I Miss!!!
I really MISS!!!
I really miss U ah!!!
I miss the morning call from u to awake me from slept!
I miss ur every called!
I miss ur thoughtful.
I miss ur softness to me.
I miss ur everything.
I think you have all forgotten.
Do u still remember our nickname?
I like our NICKNAME-大雄&叮当
Because of I like to watch Cartoon of Doraemon,
u gave me the nickname-叮当
Superadd, I am kind of ''meat meat''-fat gal as Doraemon,
U said that nickname suitable for me and immediately change to 叮当from 婷 from ur contact list.
Instead, I don't felt angry but made me feeling cute.=)
Therefore, am also gave you a nickname as well-大雄.
All these have become the past, and will never ever come back.
Day and night, these memories constantly echoes in my mind,
so what!!!???
U no longer belongs to me,
No matter how much I miss u, I can‘t and not qualified to let u know.
Sigh~~~
Am feeling tired and exhausted!!!
I also don't brave enough to send u a message since the day u told me that u have a new gal friend...
I lost my COURAGE to find u as before.
I thought that I had set aside all the past and started my new life,
may be it was only happened in the dream bah...

Vent out!!!
Argh!!!

Nobita and Doraemon
大雄&叮当
Vanish!!!

Finale!!!

First piece of fallen leaves

This few days, my mind has been constantly emerging out of the memories you and me...Your face clearly surfaced in my mind although we have separated more than two years +...You are my first piece of fallen leaves...Why did it all have become in the past?Second fallen leaves let me grow up much...If there is no second leaves, perhaps i still don't know how much you once loved me.One year and 8 months 21 days-the days we together, i did not deliberately to remember this numeral, but it has never erase from my mind.In the same year, same month and on the same day we were born, perhaps because of this, so we somewhat similar character.Really miss the days we together...Do you can turn back the time???If i can, i will cling to you, won't let u go from my side...I hate myself that why i so fast tired, if i never give up, perhaps the result will be slightly different.Recently, i took out all of our photos from my drawer...I never take them out long time ago...recently, u keep appeared in my mind, make me so miss the moment we were together...so i took them out. In the picture, you arm around me...Sweet memories...

Through the photo, i know that how much you once loved me.
How tight u hug me, how much u love me.
Ah hui,
thanks for everything.

Do you still have migraine headaches?Previously, each week u have at least a few days having the migrain...Even take medicine also not cure it...coz migrain is a non-cure of the disease.
Last week, i am being hurt in love, i felt sad, i cried...at the same time, i uncontrollable took up my handphone and sent u a message...
I can't tell you that i was upset because of being hurt again in love...I am not qualified to tell u all these...Everytime ur reply even cold and flat since we broke up... dunno why???But its ok, coz i am willing to accept ur indifference to me...Now u have ur own life, u got another ''her'' beside u, i can't always disturb u anymore, coz i know the gal's feeling...Now i just can wishing u both happiness and love each other forever.If u dun mind, we can have a meet and have a drink at the end of year.And remember bring along ur gal gal=)

我曾经很幸福过，
但都已过去了。
我曾经被伤害过，
但也该释怀了。
如果我不能坦然地面对它，
真正地放下与释怀，
那么我这辈子永远不可能重新开始，
更爱不了任何人。

现在，
你，我，他，
我们都必须过着各自的生活，
而不是去强求那不可能的关系。
这样真的很累。
生命中的两片落叶，
让我成长了不少。
我很感谢第二片落叶，
是它让我领悟到许多东西。
没有它的到来，
也许我永远都不知道第一片落叶在我生命中付出了什么，
也让我知道了它有多爱我。