Come Holy...

Come holy spirit fall on me now
I need your anointing
Come in your power
I love you holy spirit
You're captivating my soul
And every day i grow to love you more

I'm reaching for your heart
You hold my life in your hand
Drawing me closer to you
I feel your power renew
Nothing compares to this place
Where i can see you face to face
I worship you in spirit and in truth

I definitely love tis song very much...its sent by my friend who is called Janet. After listened it, i just realized tat since how long i din going to church already...Gosh!!! i cant be like tis... i feel GUILTY of not going to church... I miss the environment in the church...it is AWESOME peace place for me...i miss the song tat played in church...it is TOUCHES my HEART and SOUL...

Trust...Understanding...

I'm unhappy and depressed since last night... Today, i keep thinking of why am i like this? Why?
Isit because i too love u and too care of this relationship? Sure i love and care...why nt? U are the one who i love and care right now... What i did is all because i m LOVING u...
Honestly, i m getting jealous...bout ur past...ur EX... I am wondering why she til keep in touch with u...i hope i m ok with this...but not...i m totally not ok...actually i can choose to hide my feeling and i can choose not to know all this things... Although it is suffer, but i want to face this BRAVELY. I should be STRONG!
I'm still holding on and dun wanna be apart with u... I'm afraid...but i choose the way to TRUST and
UNDERSTANDING.
I'm hope u can hold me tightly... I only wan u to care me more...i know u hv try to care me...but i know u can do it more than tat.

Feeling BLUE...

Still a sentence... U are Special to Me