Who am I?(Feelings)

“我”

我承认我不是强者，
也不奢望成为强者，
因为根本不可能。

我承认我是个弱者，
也是个胆小鬼，
因为那这就是我。

我一点也不聪明，
头脑一点也不发达。
所以，
我曾自卑过，
我流着泪对着天主说：“为什么我这么笨？什么都做不好？。”
我知道天主听到了，
而我的话也一定伤了天主。

天主对我的话有了回应。
他说：“我的女儿，你知道你最大的财富是什么吗？”
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答案：善良的心。
虽然我没有聪明的头脑，
可是我有颗善良的心。
这是财富吗？
只要是天主赐给我的每一样东西，
那就是最大的“财富”。

身边的人，
就像是我的责任。
我喜欢照料周遭的人，
我喜欢对他人施舍我所有，
只要当下的我是有能力的，
我决不会说不，
就算自己饿着了也愿意。

我喜欢逗朋友笑，
看到他们因为我的逗趣而灿烂的笑，
我内心是感动的。
朋友们是怎么看待我这个人都无所谓，
只要他们对我是真心的，
那就足够了。

对于爱情，
我还是忘不了过去。
对于一个忠于念旧的人，
回忆又怎能轻易的被磨灭呢？
如果可以，
就让我失忆吧。

I woke up around 8.3oam this morning. Undeniably I'm still in sleepy mode.
But I was forcing myself to wake up as I am kind don't like to waste time.
Do some pray before off to bath-ing.
After well-prepared, I took out the daily bible and started to read.
Each word each line in the bible was just so meaningful to me.
I like reading bible but I always spend the least on it.==

Honestly, I have been taken out the Previous Diary Book this morning without any reason.
It has been kept for ages since we broke up.
I've been went through all the pages by pages that I had been note down in this book.
MEMORIES is Beautiful.
But it has it's UPs and DOWNs.

Though it is just a

Simple Note Book

But, it had been kept all the moments that we ever had in the past.

Mind has been started messy these few days.
Tired.
Tat's all for this moment.
Off to bath.

I have been lost my way.