Wednesday, October 7, 2009

INTIMA+FRIENDS ''mummy hui's birthday''

It has been a long time i am not updating my blog... I am now feeling confused,annoying and complicated somemore... I don't want to say and note down any unpleasant things in this article... Because in this article, I am going to write about a memorable moment of the day celebrated hui's-my mummy^^ 20th birthday.Very memorable!!!

Celebrated by INTIMA <02-10-2009> Pre-Birthday

Before the INTIMA meeting...got kuih brought by Kah Jong that was left during the conference of Staff INTI college.

She still don't know what will going to happen later.XD

Different posture...^^ Ah tan owes on day dreaming state...huh...XD

During the meeting...why everyone looks so lackadaisical???
''The Voice of the Students'' or ''You and Me, One Team, One Legend''???
We're discuss about the INTIMA Slogan!!! Which one more better???^^


SupRiS3!!! Strawberry cake!!!=) Happy 20th Birthday to YOU-mummy!!! May ur wish all come true and get more and more pretty!!! Happiness with MoM0 every moment!!! Cherish the time with Mom0=) Love You Always!!! Muacksssssssss...^^

Cutting the cake...=)



Nice to know YOU-mummy!!!^^



Time to receive gift...=)



INTIMA-Students Government Body


Celebrated by FRIENDS <03-10-2009> Real Birthday

Saturday, memorable day, the REAL Birthday of Sally-mummy. And is also the day of Mid-Autumn Festival. We're celebrated her 20th birthday at ThE SprInG. Friends including me, Jiang Ting, Jacqueline, Jason, Abby, Elisa and Kristy. Me, Jiang Ting, Jason and Abby went to ThE sPrinG by INTI bus. The way to ThE sPriNg, I just realized that I forgot to inform Elisa to take INTI bus...Gosh... After half an hour, we reached the destination-ThE spRinG!!! And I directly called Elisa see whether she at where? Luckily she at ThE SpRinG, if not, i will feel GuilTy la... Elisa told me that she and Kristy at 2nd floor to buy something and asked me to wait her at the food court there. Whereas Jason and Abby also went to 2nd floor to buy their things. Just left 3 of us including me, Jiang Ting and Jacqueline at 1st floor. We walked to the food court there and planned to find a seat because today is the Mid-Autumn Festival, so I afraid of can't find a seat. Really full of ppl in food court there!!! Really can't find any single seat over there!!! And I tried to call hui see whether she is on the way coming now, but then she told me that might be not that fast arrive ThE sPriNg because of Morgan wanna buy duck. So, 3 of us went to 2nd floor to find Elisa them. We meet Elisa them at Padini there. After finish bought the things, we walked to food court there together. Luckily, we found a seat!!! Yuhoo!!!XD We're all sat there and waiting for the coming of Birthday Gal!!!But then, its take quite long time. So, I called hui again see whether where is she? And she told me that she is already at ThE SprInG. Good!!! Haha....XD

Here's my mummy-hui...=)

Japanese packages treated by Jason since he yet promised hui last semester!!!haha...XD
Next time, I want Korea packages ya...hehe...XD

My Korea packages of lunch... Spicy and sour!!!Nice!!! Thumbs upppp!!!^^
I like it so much!!!hehehe...XD...

Surprise giving by Elisa!!! Not only hui felt surprised!!! I am also surprised and shocked!!! Touching moment!!!^^


Make a WisH...
1st wish is:?
2nd wish is:?
3rd wish is:?
All in ur heart=)
Keep it...
May ur wish all come true!!!
^^




3 Best Ro0mate!!!
Jiang Ting, hui, and me.=)






Friendship 4ever!!!=) Memorable moments^^
After the celebration, I m waiting for my aunt and uncle come to pick me to their house to have a celebration for mooncake festival and my cousin have a WuShu performance at the China Street-(the detailed explanation will be on next post=)). Jason, Abby and Jiang Ting followed hui and Morgan went to Saberkas, because Jiang Ting is looking for the new handphone since she was lost her handphone last few weeks. That careless gal ah!!!*sigh*...=.=

*INTIMA and FRIENDS*
Celebration of mummy-hui's 20th Birthday!!!
*hugggsss*Memorable moments*
^^

Sunday, September 27, 2009

First piece of fallen leaves


This few days, my mind has been constantly emerging out of the memories you and me...Your face clearly surfaced in my mind although we have separated more than two years +...You are my first piece of fallen leaves...Why did it all have become in the past?Second fallen leaves let me grow up much...If there is no second leaves, perhaps i still don't know how much you once loved me.One year and 8 months 21 days-the days we together, i did not deliberately to remember this numeral, but it has never erase from my mind.In the same year, same month and on the same day we were born, perhaps because of this, so we somewhat similar character.Really miss the days we together...Do you can turn back the time???If i can, i will cling to you, won't let u go from my side...I hate myself that why i so fast tired, if i never give up, perhaps the result will be slightly different.Recently, i took out all of our photos from my drawer...I never take them out long time ago...recently, u keep appeared in my mind, make me so miss the moment we were together...so i took them out. In the picture, you arm around me...Sweet memories...

Through the photo, i know that how much you once loved me.
How tight u hug me, how much u love me.
Ah hui,
thanks for everything.
Do you still have migraine headaches?Previously, each week u have at least a few days having the migrain...Even take medicine also not cure it...coz migrain is a non-cure of the disease.
Last week, i am being hurt in love, i felt sad, i cried...at the same time, i uncontrollable took up my handphone and sent u a message...
I can't tell you that i was upset because of being hurt again in love...I am not qualified to tell u all these...Everytime ur reply even cold and flat since we broke up... dunno why???But its ok, coz i am willing to accept ur indifference to me...Now u have ur own life, u got another ''her'' beside u, i can't always disturb u anymore, coz i know the gal's feeling...Now i just can wishing u both happiness and love each other forever.If u dun mind, we can have a meet and have a drink at the end of year.And remember bring along ur gal gal=)

我曾经很幸福过,
但都已过去了。
我曾经被伤害过,
但也该释怀了。
如果我不能坦然地面对它,
真正地放下与释怀,
那么我这辈子永远不可能重新开始,
更爱不了任何人。
现在,
你,我,他,
我们都必须过着各自的生活,
而不是去强求那不可能的关系。
这样真的很累。
生命中的两片落叶,
让我成长了不少。
我很感谢第二片落叶,
是它让我领悟到许多东西。
没有它的到来,
也许我永远都不知道第一片落叶在我生命中付出了什么,
也让我知道了它有多爱我。


Saturday, September 26, 2009

领悟

当你在一段感情里所付出的只是换来悲伤,
一场爱情得来的只是心碎,
一个关心然而换来的只是沉默,
那你就得三思是否该继续走下去?
每段爱情都需要勇气。。。
每个悲伤都需要忘记。。。
因为爱情总是给彼此不断的喜怒哀乐。。。
如果付出的爱情换来的只是悲伤,
那我们为何还坚持抓着呢?
请你放手。
如果一段爱情换来的只是心碎,
那我们为何去承受这苦呢?
请你放下。
如果关心换来的只是沉默,
那我们为何不选择放手呢?
请先说分手。
每个人的心存着的不应该是寂寞而是快乐。
每段爱情都需要勇气来挑战。
一个人不能活在死亡的爱情,
是你的就是你的,别人抢也抢不走,
命中注定不是你的就不是你的,
强求也得不到幸福。
现在,
我终于领悟到了。=)

Thursday, September 10, 2009

别喜欢上我。。。

我们可以是一辈子的朋友。别对我存有一丝的希望。=)

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

My single life...

Well...time passed really fast...Years do not keep people-“岁月不留人”. Now tat i know wat is so called release. No concerned about the lives of others...just look forward. And i choose not to hate others. As God's children, we should not hate others, even they really hurt u deeply. I'm happy and satisfied of my life now. And i m in processing to change my character and appearance. Previous me is a kind silent, shy and yet melancholy gal. Now, me gonna change to an active gal...no more shy and timid! Say NO to THEM!!! Btw, thanks Intima - Student Government Body in Inti College, i m the secretary of INTIMA, lot of jobs need me to go through, tats good to me...make myself busy...but hope tat wont effect my result la...the result of last semesters quite good...i tot i will get fail in both subject-computer and Japanese. Who knows, so luckily, i get 3As, 1B and 2C. If i do more afford, maybe can get better than tat.haiz...its okla...its ord passed...look forward for tis semester! But i dun have confident for tis semester, my busy life start onward... This semesters, is a rushing semesters...
I decide to go back to hometown tis coming hari raya...pls pls pls...pls let me free on tat time...dun give me any jobs...i miss my parents muchhhhhhhhhhhh!!!arghhhhhhhh!!! But i know tat might be got orientation night on tat time for China students...wat to do? We are the committee of INTIMA, we are the one who responsible to incharge the events...ishhhhhhhhhhhhh....
Again...stressfulness...next week is our test 1 for tis semesters!!! Gosh...i havent touch yet!!!help me la!!! Actually plan to start my revision tonight, but not the time!!!coz tomorrow i m the one who incharge the exhibition of Soka Gakkai(Gandhi, King and Ikeda), i m the exhibition guide la...got 7 panel hv to go through...and even 1 panel i havent go through yet. So, tonight, i hv to study all 7 panel...pray to god, wish that tomorrow not more ppl come to visit...XD
Today, me and hui absent the Hilton class coz of involved the opening ceremony of Soka Gakkai. Elisa told me tat they learned a lot for today's lesson...ishhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....hate la...i cant join the lesson...they cooked chicken chop la...and yet learned the decoration of dishes... Tomorrow is to cook beef chop...hope the test on next week is ''how to cook beef chop'',not chicken chop!!!
Just finished workout...flew lot of sweat...feeling freshhhhhhhhhhh...=)
Go Go Pauline!!!=)

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

i know...

Well...I have done everything for you, i believe tat you yet know. How much i love u, i believe tat u also can feel it. U are the only guy tat i pay so much love and thoughts...i dun like to compare..bt if really want to compare both of u(U and my 1st bf), u r more happiness than him...i did lot to u... Everytime when i see something tat i like and feel wanna to buy it, i will think of u 1st, coz i want to save money to buy some present for u...then i will stop my desire to buy it...i m willing to sacrifice it...i m willing to do it without any complaints...coz i love u... Did u know, i love u more than i love me myself...i just realized tat i never sayang me.
The present i gave u-red notebook and t-shirt, u just use them, dun waste them. We're til friends.

生命中的两个男人

背叛的感觉,有谁承受得了?我无法承受!痛恨的爱情背叛,那种心灵上的背叛更无法承受。到头来,我才领悟到是自己太信任于他了。一个我这么爱的男人,这么努力地为他不断付出我的爱,每样好的东西都留给他,得来的回报却是“背叛”。他对她的执着就像我对他的执着。一旦爱了,就是了。所以无论我付出再多,努力再多,结果还是一样,因为他的心已被她偷走了。也许这就是他所执着的吧,明知是个错误的选择却还要执着于那第三个位置。但是,这对我公平吗?!他应该要在和我一起之前先弄清自己的心向,而不是敷衍我,为了做好人而答应跟我在一起。所以我现在终于领悟到阿惠对我说的话-对男人千万不要放一百分的信任,那只会让自己更受伤。
在我生命中的两个男人,原来真正很爱我的只有一个。而我却对他们有不同的待遇,也许那时的我们都太年轻吧,如果我坚持住,现在的我们,会不会也像一般情侣一样恩爱呢?
丝路-梁静茹的歌,这首歌,每每一听就让我想起你。当时我对你说我喜欢这首歌,每天狂听这首歌。要你一定也要买来听,你二话不说就买来听。可是你的反应让我哭笑不得。你说:“什么歌来的?听不懂啦!这样叫好听啊?”哈哈。。。可爱的反应让我不禁笑了起来。
你的贴心与关照是现在男人都做不到的了。阿惠说你是绝种的好男人,也肯定你是个好男朋友。曾经让我更哭笑不得及感动的是你在厕所里给我打电话。因为在店铺里帮忙爸爸工作,无法好好给我信息,所以每次就会利用上厕所的时间给我打电话。想起来仿佛回到当下。
在课业上,你从不让我操心,反而我该警惕自己的课业。数学与会计是你的强项,还记得我们常常拿来比较,赢的人当然是你啦!数字王!哈哈!你的点点滴滴我不曾忘记过。经过这次的教训,让我更知道你对我的好与爱,只怪当时的我们都太年少无知。
现在,人在sibu的你还好吗?听说你在Sushi Tie做partime,Form6 的生活还可以吗?应付得来吗?希望这次11月分回去有机会与你见个面。