Earache

Am back to get you guys an updated!
Guess wat...I had been sick few days ago...I wonder how my health is getting worse day by day!Due to the weather been too hot...my left ear began to pain! Yesterday morning, my uncle and aunt brought me to ear specialist at timberland. I can only say, it was SO EXPENSIVE! The visitation just took me within 5 minutes. It cost me RM111! Doctor consultation cost RM30, Ear scoop cost RM40, Ear toilet cost RM30 and follow by the Eardrop cost RM11! Totally cost me RM111!What a nice DIGIT! *Cashless-inG* Make the matter worse, doctor Wong was outstation, hence I was consult by an Indian doctor who was sent from the central hospital. He went: Too much waste inside ur ear, plus ur ear hole is too small, it's hard to take it out, and can't check what's the problem..
So...he gave me an eardrop...after a week need to return back again to check. And that time probably will be doctor Wong consult me!
Undeniably, today I was feeling okay with my ear! Though still can't clearly hear what ppl talking about but at least it's reduce the pain.

Well....I was handed up my resume to Nadia yesterday noon and I was absent for the marketing class as well. I gave the sick leave to ''da jie'' to help me give to Mr.Bernard. Cos I had absent once for his class. I don't want to receive any *Love letter* from head!
I had applied Hilton for my industrial training as I have no idea at all where should I go for! And I've been so sure that my dad will never allowed me to having my training in West Malaysia!Hence, there is the only choice ''Kuching''! Yayy....I'm waiting for daddy to send me the car for me convenience during my training periods.Sighhhhhhhh~~~Gonna step into society soonest...To be honest, I haven't get my mind prepared yet. *Nervous* Hopefully everything goes well! My ever 1st time!

Last nite I was stayed alone at my aunt house as they all gone to the wushu training center. I feel boredom to go there as I have nothing to do yet just stand there day dreaming only. Why not just stay at home and watch tv program? By the same time, I've been received a message from ah hui.
Here comes to the conversation:
ah hui:fast get prepared, kah jong will come to pick u guys up later!
I frozen at the moment when I seeing this message! I don't really getting wat she meant.
me:go where?I am nt in hostel.
ah hui:Elisa din tell u about tonite programs?We are going to eat dinner and watch movie.
me:She din tel me. I stil at my aunt house.
ah hui:Nvm...
Haiz....So...I just watching tv for the whole lonely nite while waiting my aunt them come back..
10pm something...finally my aunt them came back!

Don't know why...I just wanted to mention it here before I end this post.
I know it badly that I shouldn't be and never ever be mention it again!!!And it is non of my business and no point for me to mention about it anymore! Well...I was finally saw his Family portrait[his dad and mum and his brother and he himself]. What a lovely family portrait! This is how I used to want to see his ''family portrait'' before...but he never shown me before. Alright, at least I've seen this today in his fb.

Just now read an article that shared from my friends in fb. The title is "黑人和范范的十年♥'' This article made people envy toward their loves. I do envy! She is really lucky to have him as her boyfriend. And yet he is also lucky to have her as his girlfriend. Wish them Forever LOVE! *Envy*
When is my turn?
LOL...Don't too rush..and never rush!!!This is wat I always reminding myself!

Okay! Quite a long post tonight! Do enjoy my updated ya!

Stay tune readers!
Tata!
♥hugs♥

Sick...

This morning, woke up by 8.30am. Actually still have plenty of time for me to sleep due to the marketing class is at 12pm. Nevertheless, I didn't continue my precious sleeping time. After had my teethbrush and facewash, took out the FnB2 notes and simply read through... Well, I had an apple for my breakfast as I don't feel hungry at all yet no appetite to eat everything. In fact, I was so SICK!!!Body heat was attacking me once again. It was suffering...Just imagine that ur whole body was feeling hot but the hot can't even make you sweating..The heat kept inside the body day by day...How's the feeling? No ones will know the feeling that I felt. Due to this sickness, it caused me lost my appetite to eat everything. I don't feel starving at all. Yesterday, I just had a glass of milk with some cornflakes until nite time I had a bowl of mee goreng soup. Until today, I don't dare to have any snack yet I still desire to have a little sometimes. *CONTROL*

Besides, I had a surfing for some nice blogskin as I plan to get my blog a new looking. Gonna say bye bye to Pinky SKIN!

Will get you updated soon~

Hugs~

♥

Horrible semester

Hello worlds!!!Sorry for the hibernating!!!It's been ages I didn't sign in here...Lazy?I admit! But beside this, there is also mine personality problem...I'm kinda lost my spirit to do everything in this semester. I've had a horrible days in this semester...So yeah, everytime I had failed to get u guys an updated here. Feel like going to change my blog skin to dark color...Obviously light color is not suit me, coz it just make me don't have an intention to update my blog with the KNS moods everytime!

I felt EMPTY somehow!!!
Coz of empty, it once again ur face lingering in my mind! *Erase!Erase! and Erase!!!Go AWAY!!!*
As ah hui said that I need someone who can be able to protect me!
But who wil be the one?
When will he be appearing in front of me?
................................................................
There is no ANSWER!
I'm just be waiting...

not much to say yet lazy to ...
so...Guys, I am going to end this post here...
Tata...

Pauline cECILIA is back to EMO status!

432-惜缘♥

已好久没有在这留下我的足迹了。原因很多。。。这个学期说真的，不是很好过。。。心情常常失控。我不是专业人士，所以有时候就在失控的情况下崩溃了。我的头脑每天都在做工。。。连睡觉也不放过。。。真的不明白我的脑袋是什么制成的。
这次最让我崩溃的莫过于我的身体状况。当我晚上哭着睡不着的时候，谁在我身边照顾我，安慰我，陪着我。。。谢谢你，小妹。如果不是你，也许我就失眠了好几个夜晚。
我们的相遇是种缘。
所以一定要珍惜哦！
时间消逝得快，和你在432相处了5个月，感情就这么升华了。还记得当初ah hui也和我们在同个房间，我们三人就如好姐妹般一起生活。后来ah hui 搬去pc，这里就只剩下我们俩人。所以往后的日子就变成俩人了。
432房有很多我们一起画下的回忆。记得吗？我们一起追着看survivor，一起去aunty mary 用餐，一起煮泡面。。。考试要到时，就一起拼命啃书。。。想起来真的好多好多值得去回忆的。
所以，我们一定要珍惜这份难得的缘。
考试加油！！！♥

Jesus

Dear Lord Jesus,

I know that I am a sinner and need Your forgiveness. I believe that You died on the cross for my sins and rose from the grave to give me life. I know You are the only way to God. So now I want to quit disobeying You and start living for You. Please forgive me, change my life and show me how to know You. In Jesus' name. Amen.

Obviously EMOTIONAL gal

It's been ages that I didn't leave my footprint here. All I can blame is only my LOVELY maxis broadband!!!!!!!It has been ruined my mood for 3 weeks holidays. It has never failed to spoil my mood whenever I was trying to access any website. By the same time, I really got the feel to throw it as far as possible! But it's IMPOSSIBLE for sure! In fact, I've got the feel of regret to change the Celcom broadband to Maxis broadband. But then also have to thanks to it coz only that I just can spent more time with my family instead of doing surfing with the smooth line there. Well, it can't be fulfilled my desires to access any website doesn't mean that I didn't spent my holidays to the fullest! I did! It's always worth to cherish and appreciate every single moments with my family. Happy hours always never last long. This is so-called REALITY!

In these 3 weeks neither too long nor too short holidays, it had been happened so many things. Honestly, I don't feel like going back to Kuching as I "bu she de'' every single things here, especially my family. I realized that I started to think much than before since I was getting more and more mature. I don't want to be mature! I don't want to grow up! I don't want both of them is not because of I scare to grow older. It's just because of the FEELING! The FEELING of thinking! Thinking always caused me INSOMNIA! I always teardrop in the midnight time while everyone were entered their own dreamland. U may say I was such an EMOTIONAL gal... Obviously, I am YES! I admitted I am an EMOTIONAL gal since the day I was being brought into this WORLD from my parents. It can't be avoided as the feeling came naturally. In fact, my mama also an emotional women, as the chinese saying goes:"有其母必有其女."

Beside of my family, I am going to mention another important women in my life. She is my LOVELY grandny. Since I was 5 years old, Grandny take over the responsibility from my parents and brought me walked to Methodist Kindergarden every weekdays without any complaints. My parents deserve to be forgiven as they were busying for their business. Therefore, those remembrance with grandny is still analyzed clear. She will hold my hand tightly before we reached the school coz She deeply afraid that I will run toward the road suddenly... She will accompany me until the bell rang... I can felt her LOVEs and CAREs ...I'd like to Thanks my grandny for her lotsa LOVEs and CAREs...
Time flies...
Now I am not a little gal but I was an officially 20 years old gal. Is the time to change the role...
What I would like to say is :"Grandny, I am not a good granddaughter and not as clever as ur other grandchildren but my LOVE toward u is never least than them. Grandny, I will held ur hand as how tight as u hold me when I was still a little gal. Though I seldom stay beside with you but I never forgotten u yet put u in my heart as always. I LOVE u FOREVER!"

U has been sick for long time yet this sickness can't be able to be cured...I was so sick whenever seeing u suffered but still couldn't do anything. I just will asking u whether u were feeling comfort or suffer.
You were officially 83years old since last Sunday. We had gathered together to celebrate ur BIG DAY and made the memorable one. Though it was just a simple birthday dinner but it's worth to let u knew that u had bunch of good and nice sons, daughters, grandchild....I'm sure that u had the feeling of happiness that u had OURS as ur part of LIFE. We have been engraved in ur HEART for sure!

Okayyy, no photo to be showed in this post.
That's all reader!

Tata!!!
LOVE PaulinecECILIA♥

The Fourth Kind [Isn't real story behind?]

Just finished watching the movie "The Fourth Kind" which is directed by Olatunde Osunsanmi, a 32-year-old Nigerian who got his master's in fine arts degree from Chapman's Dodge College of Film and Media Arts. That's him conducting the interview in the film.
It wasn't as horror as Kah Jong said. I watched it with Si hui and Stanley who is my new roomate.(:
Well guys, for me, it seems indeed that nothing in this movie was real....but it make me Curious toward this movie! Because there is the real footage all over the movie. Believe it or not it is just depends on ur own! ((: Can't be deny the fact it's a great movie! It allows debate on this topic, which gets people to talk about it in the first place.
After this movie, I tried to tour Googles and key in "Dr Tyler"and all I had been found was all information on the movie "The Fourth Kind". And I found that there is majority of the people don't believe this was a really story and just a MOVIE yet dropped lot of insulted comments. Anyway, time will tell the real truth. Only today we have video cameras to take footage. It's happening they won't be able to deny it forever.hahaha..xD

P/S: Showing real footage in the movie is one of the part of the movie to make those movie Success, don't u agree?((: