Horrible semester

Hello worlds!!!Sorry for the hibernating!!!It's been ages I didn't sign in here...Lazy?I admit! But beside this, there is also mine personality problem...I'm kinda lost my spirit to do everything in this semester. I've had a horrible days in this semester...So yeah, everytime I had failed to get u guys an updated here. Feel like going to change my blog skin to dark color...Obviously light color is not suit me, coz it just make me don't have an intention to update my blog with the KNS moods everytime!

I felt EMPTY somehow!!!
Coz of empty, it once again ur face lingering in my mind! *Erase!Erase! and Erase!!!Go AWAY!!!*
As ah hui said that I need someone who can be able to protect me!
But who wil be the one?
When will he be appearing in front of me?
................................................................
There is no ANSWER!
I'm just be waiting...

not much to say yet lazy to ...
so...Guys, I am going to end this post here...
Tata...

Pauline cECILIA is back to EMO status!

432-惜缘♥

已好久没有在这留下我的足迹了。原因很多。。。这个学期说真的，不是很好过。。。心情常常失控。我不是专业人士，所以有时候就在失控的情况下崩溃了。我的头脑每天都在做工。。。连睡觉也不放过。。。真的不明白我的脑袋是什么制成的。
这次最让我崩溃的莫过于我的身体状况。当我晚上哭着睡不着的时候，谁在我身边照顾我，安慰我，陪着我。。。谢谢你，小妹。如果不是你，也许我就失眠了好几个夜晚。
我们的相遇是种缘。
所以一定要珍惜哦！
时间消逝得快，和你在432相处了5个月，感情就这么升华了。还记得当初ah hui也和我们在同个房间，我们三人就如好姐妹般一起生活。后来ah hui 搬去pc，这里就只剩下我们俩人。所以往后的日子就变成俩人了。
432房有很多我们一起画下的回忆。记得吗？我们一起追着看survivor，一起去aunty mary 用餐，一起煮泡面。。。考试要到时，就一起拼命啃书。。。想起来真的好多好多值得去回忆的。
所以，我们一定要珍惜这份难得的缘。
考试加油！！！♥

Jesus

Dear Lord Jesus,

I know that I am a sinner and need Your forgiveness. I believe that You died on the cross for my sins and rose from the grave to give me life. I know You are the only way to God. So now I want to quit disobeying You and start living for You. Please forgive me, change my life and show me how to know You. In Jesus' name. Amen.

Obviously EMOTIONAL gal

It's been ages that I didn't leave my footprint here. All I can blame is only my LOVELY maxis broadband!!!!!!!It has been ruined my mood for 3 weeks holidays. It has never failed to spoil my mood whenever I was trying to access any website. By the same time, I really got the feel to throw it as far as possible! But it's IMPOSSIBLE for sure! In fact, I've got the feel of regret to change the Celcom broadband to Maxis broadband. But then also have to thanks to it coz only that I just can spent more time with my family instead of doing surfing with the smooth line there. Well, it can't be fulfilled my desires to access any website doesn't mean that I didn't spent my holidays to the fullest! I did! It's always worth to cherish and appreciate every single moments with my family. Happy hours always never last long. This is so-called REALITY!

In these 3 weeks neither too long nor too short holidays, it had been happened so many things. Honestly, I don't feel like going back to Kuching as I "bu she de'' every single things here, especially my family. I realized that I started to think much than before since I was getting more and more mature. I don't want to be mature! I don't want to grow up! I don't want both of them is not because of I scare to grow older. It's just because of the FEELING! The FEELING of thinking! Thinking always caused me INSOMNIA! I always teardrop in the midnight time while everyone were entered their own dreamland. U may say I was such an EMOTIONAL gal... Obviously, I am YES! I admitted I am an EMOTIONAL gal since the day I was being brought into this WORLD from my parents. It can't be avoided as the feeling came naturally. In fact, my mama also an emotional women, as the chinese saying goes:"有其母必有其女."

Beside of my family, I am going to mention another important women in my life. She is my LOVELY grandny. Since I was 5 years old, Grandny take over the responsibility from my parents and brought me walked to Methodist Kindergarden every weekdays without any complaints. My parents deserve to be forgiven as they were busying for their business. Therefore, those remembrance with grandny is still analyzed clear. She will hold my hand tightly before we reached the school coz She deeply afraid that I will run toward the road suddenly... She will accompany me until the bell rang... I can felt her LOVEs and CAREs ...I'd like to Thanks my grandny for her lotsa LOVEs and CAREs...
Time flies...
Now I am not a little gal but I was an officially 20 years old gal. Is the time to change the role...
What I would like to say is :"Grandny, I am not a good granddaughter and not as clever as ur other grandchildren but my LOVE toward u is never least than them. Grandny, I will held ur hand as how tight as u hold me when I was still a little gal. Though I seldom stay beside with you but I never forgotten u yet put u in my heart as always. I LOVE u FOREVER!"

U has been sick for long time yet this sickness can't be able to be cured...I was so sick whenever seeing u suffered but still couldn't do anything. I just will asking u whether u were feeling comfort or suffer.
You were officially 83years old since last Sunday. We had gathered together to celebrate ur BIG DAY and made the memorable one. Though it was just a simple birthday dinner but it's worth to let u knew that u had bunch of good and nice sons, daughters, grandchild....I'm sure that u had the feeling of happiness that u had OURS as ur part of LIFE. We have been engraved in ur HEART for sure!

Okayyy, no photo to be showed in this post.
That's all reader!

Tata!!!
LOVE PaulinecECILIA♥

The Fourth Kind [Isn't real story behind?]

Just finished watching the movie "The Fourth Kind" which is directed by Olatunde Osunsanmi, a 32-year-old Nigerian who got his master's in fine arts degree from Chapman's Dodge College of Film and Media Arts. That's him conducting the interview in the film.
It wasn't as horror as Kah Jong said. I watched it with Si hui and Stanley who is my new roomate.(:
Well guys, for me, it seems indeed that nothing in this movie was real....but it make me Curious toward this movie! Because there is the real footage all over the movie. Believe it or not it is just depends on ur own! ((: Can't be deny the fact it's a great movie! It allows debate on this topic, which gets people to talk about it in the first place.
After this movie, I tried to tour Googles and key in "Dr Tyler"and all I had been found was all information on the movie "The Fourth Kind". And I found that there is majority of the people don't believe this was a really story and just a MOVIE yet dropped lot of insulted comments. Anyway, time will tell the real truth. Only today we have video cameras to take footage. It's happening they won't be able to deny it forever.hahaha..xD

P/S: Showing real footage in the movie is one of the part of the movie to make those movie Success, don't u agree?((:

Sharing (: ♥

Hello people here!

Finally it's all done!
You may ask what has been done by me?
Aha!!!!!!
Guess wat!???
I just finished my presentation last few hours before I'm getting into my secret page here.
Honestly, it was neither good nor bad for my presentation yet I never to expect to get high marks in this presentation.
Anyway, it's done!;P
Yayy...
I'm happy in this moment onward!
So, I'm here to get you guys updated!
In this post,
I would like to share you guys some of my sTuFfS...

NARUKO so-called 牛薾 Facial Products!♥
Got them from online buying. Cost me RM290 inclusive postage fees^^
The price were so reasonable as you can see how many stuff I had been gotten from the picture.
Hehe...
You may respond:"Gosh, so many!!!!"
Undeniably, yayyy...it's so many for me as well!
Just imagine that you need to apply them on your FAce everyday!
Especially morning and night time.


Here comes to the NARUKO SPA Massage Towel
I haven't using this yet!^^Cute anyway!hahaha..xD


Facial SPA Massage Cotton Pads.
These facial massage cotton pads are super soft and absorbent, which don't shed or tear and are lint free. They are not only suitable for removing make-up and cosmetics, but also are ideal for massaging your skin with the lotion or moisturizer. Skin is gently exfoliated after for maximum absorption of following skincare products. Manufactured by a unique method allows these cotton pads to be used as facial masks.
The best COTTON ever to use!
Anything just tour this link
www.naruko.com.tw
(:

Tada!!!
Mix-sTYLE stereo headphone!
So damn COoL!
I have been waited to get it since last semester break!
Finally I got it yesterday!
HAHA![Happy-ing](:

This headphone offers good feeling with vogue and pleasure to use!
Likeyyy...♥ (:

"Letter support" from my sis"Si hui"
I was so down yet cried out infront my lappie when I was thinking for ideas and information for my Presentation slides!
Thanks to little cutie-Si Hui for the sweet letter
yet borrowing me this Stone which has been engraved a word "Strength"on it.
It's really touched when I received both Letter and Stone!
My tears was almost rolling out from my sorrowful eyes.
Thanks again Si hui! Muacks!(:

Here comes to the novel that I bought from Bintulu last semester break.
Mummy bought me these both novels which is written by Cecilia Ahern-my Favorite Writer ever!
But I haven't touched both novels yet since the semester starts!
The reason is "BUSY yet NO TIME"
I wondered when I can just start my reading time?!
Though assignment was done, but tough life has just started!
FINAL is come to knock my door to get me reminded the war of EXAM is around the corner!
So, I need to get a well-prepared for the FINAL instead of reading NOVELS!
Oops, tomorrow gonna be a busy day though~
Hilton class in the early 9am til 1pm and after Hilton class we gonna lepak at INTIMA Office as it has an interview for the new INTIMA Committee which is at 4pm-6pm!
So, I have to prepare lotsa question in order to ask for the coming candidates tomorrow!
Nahhh...Why LIFE gets so tough for this semester?!
HATES!
Well, it's raining now! I am going to end this post and off to bath!
Guess wat???!!!
I gonna watch horror movies through TuDou with my little sis-si hui tonight!
Haha!
Train my braveness!haha...XD
Toodles!
LOVE

Thanks ah hui

这张照片,还记得吧!
在7eleven 外等inti bus 时拍的.
semester2,
在hilton上front office的课.
回忆很多.
随着时间,
我们变了不少.

还有,

谢谢你,阿慧!
只有你摸透我的内心世界.
希望我可以勇敢跨越所有的挫折!