Jesus

Dear Lord Jesus,

I know that I am a sinner and need Your forgiveness. I believe that You died on the cross for my sins and rose from the grave to give me life. I know You are the only way to God. So now I want to quit disobeying You and start living for You. Please forgive me, change my life and show me how to know You. In Jesus' name. Amen.

Obviously EMOTIONAL gal

It's been ages that I didn't leave my footprint here. All I can blame is only my LOVELY maxis broadband!!!!!!!It has been ruined my mood for 3 weeks holidays. It has never failed to spoil my mood whenever I was trying to access any website. By the same time, I really got the feel to throw it as far as possible! But it's IMPOSSIBLE for sure! In fact, I've got the feel of regret to change the Celcom broadband to Maxis broadband. But then also have to thanks to it coz only that I just can spent more time with my family instead of doing surfing with the smooth line there. Well, it can't be fulfilled my desires to access any website doesn't mean that I didn't spent my holidays to the fullest! I did! It's always worth to cherish and appreciate every single moments with my family. Happy hours always never last long. This is so-called REALITY!

In these 3 weeks neither too long nor too short holidays, it had been happened so many things. Honestly, I don't feel like going back to Kuching as I "bu she de'' every single things here, especially my family. I realized that I started to think much than before since I was getting more and more mature. I don't want to be mature! I don't want to grow up! I don't want both of them is not because of I scare to grow older. It's just because of the FEELING! The FEELING of thinking! Thinking always caused me INSOMNIA! I always teardrop in the midnight time while everyone were entered their own dreamland. U may say I was such an EMOTIONAL gal... Obviously, I am YES! I admitted I am an EMOTIONAL gal since the day I was being brought into this WORLD from my parents. It can't be avoided as the feeling came naturally. In fact, my mama also an emotional women, as the chinese saying goes:"有其母必有其女."

Beside of my family, I am going to mention another important women in my life. She is my LOVELY grandny. Since I was 5 years old, Grandny take over the responsibility from my parents and brought me walked to Methodist Kindergarden every weekdays without any complaints. My parents deserve to be forgiven as they were busying for their business. Therefore, those remembrance with grandny is still analyzed clear. She will hold my hand tightly before we reached the school coz She deeply afraid that I will run toward the road suddenly... She will accompany me until the bell rang... I can felt her LOVEs and CAREs ...I'd like to Thanks my grandny for her lotsa LOVEs and CAREs...
Time flies...
Now I am not a little gal but I was an officially 20 years old gal. Is the time to change the role...
What I would like to say is :"Grandny, I am not a good granddaughter and not as clever as ur other grandchildren but my LOVE toward u is never least than them. Grandny, I will held ur hand as how tight as u hold me when I was still a little gal. Though I seldom stay beside with you but I never forgotten u yet put u in my heart as always. I LOVE u FOREVER!"

U has been sick for long time yet this sickness can't be able to be cured...I was so sick whenever seeing u suffered but still couldn't do anything. I just will asking u whether u were feeling comfort or suffer.
You were officially 83years old since last Sunday. We had gathered together to celebrate ur BIG DAY and made the memorable one. Though it was just a simple birthday dinner but it's worth to let u knew that u had bunch of good and nice sons, daughters, grandchild....I'm sure that u had the feeling of happiness that u had OURS as ur part of LIFE. We have been engraved in ur HEART for sure!

Okayyy, no photo to be showed in this post.
That's all reader!

Tata!!!
LOVE PaulinecECILIA♥

The Fourth Kind [Isn't real story behind?]

Just finished watching the movie "The Fourth Kind" which is directed by Olatunde Osunsanmi, a 32-year-old Nigerian who got his master's in fine arts degree from Chapman's Dodge College of Film and Media Arts. That's him conducting the interview in the film.
It wasn't as horror as Kah Jong said. I watched it with Si hui and Stanley who is my new roomate.(:
Well guys, for me, it seems indeed that nothing in this movie was real....but it make me Curious toward this movie! Because there is the real footage all over the movie. Believe it or not it is just depends on ur own! ((: Can't be deny the fact it's a great movie! It allows debate on this topic, which gets people to talk about it in the first place.
After this movie, I tried to tour Googles and key in "Dr Tyler"and all I had been found was all information on the movie "The Fourth Kind". And I found that there is majority of the people don't believe this was a really story and just a MOVIE yet dropped lot of insulted comments. Anyway, time will tell the real truth. Only today we have video cameras to take footage. It's happening they won't be able to deny it forever.hahaha..xD

P/S: Showing real footage in the movie is one of the part of the movie to make those movie Success, don't u agree?((:

Sharing (: ♥

Hello people here!

Finally it's all done!
You may ask what has been done by me?
Aha!!!!!!
Guess wat!???
I just finished my presentation last few hours before I'm getting into my secret page here.
Honestly, it was neither good nor bad for my presentation yet I never to expect to get high marks in this presentation.
Anyway, it's done!;P
Yayy...
I'm happy in this moment onward!
So, I'm here to get you guys updated!
In this post,
I would like to share you guys some of my sTuFfS...

NARUKO so-called 牛薾 Facial Products!♥
Got them from online buying. Cost me RM290 inclusive postage fees^^
The price were so reasonable as you can see how many stuff I had been gotten from the picture.
Hehe...
You may respond:"Gosh, so many!!!!"
Undeniably, yayyy...it's so many for me as well!
Just imagine that you need to apply them on your FAce everyday!
Especially morning and night time.


Here comes to the NARUKO SPA Massage Towel
I haven't using this yet!^^Cute anyway!hahaha..xD


Facial SPA Massage Cotton Pads.
These facial massage cotton pads are super soft and absorbent, which don't shed or tear and are lint free. They are not only suitable for removing make-up and cosmetics, but also are ideal for massaging your skin with the lotion or moisturizer. Skin is gently exfoliated after for maximum absorption of following skincare products. Manufactured by a unique method allows these cotton pads to be used as facial masks.
The best COTTON ever to use!
Anything just tour this link
www.naruko.com.tw
(:

Tada!!!
Mix-sTYLE stereo headphone!
So damn COoL!
I have been waited to get it since last semester break!
Finally I got it yesterday!
HAHA![Happy-ing](:

This headphone offers good feeling with vogue and pleasure to use!
Likeyyy...♥ (:

"Letter support" from my sis"Si hui"
I was so down yet cried out infront my lappie when I was thinking for ideas and information for my Presentation slides!
Thanks to little cutie-Si Hui for the sweet letter
yet borrowing me this Stone which has been engraved a word "Strength"on it.
It's really touched when I received both Letter and Stone!
My tears was almost rolling out from my sorrowful eyes.
Thanks again Si hui! Muacks!(:

Here comes to the novel that I bought from Bintulu last semester break.
Mummy bought me these both novels which is written by Cecilia Ahern-my Favorite Writer ever!
But I haven't touched both novels yet since the semester starts!
The reason is "BUSY yet NO TIME"
I wondered when I can just start my reading time?!
Though assignment was done, but tough life has just started!
FINAL is come to knock my door to get me reminded the war of EXAM is around the corner!
So, I need to get a well-prepared for the FINAL instead of reading NOVELS!
Oops, tomorrow gonna be a busy day though~
Hilton class in the early 9am til 1pm and after Hilton class we gonna lepak at INTIMA Office as it has an interview for the new INTIMA Committee which is at 4pm-6pm!
So, I have to prepare lotsa question in order to ask for the coming candidates tomorrow!
Nahhh...Why LIFE gets so tough for this semester?!
HATES!
Well, it's raining now! I am going to end this post and off to bath!
Guess wat???!!!
I gonna watch horror movies through TuDou with my little sis-si hui tonight!
Haha!
Train my braveness!haha...XD
Toodles!
LOVE

Thanks ah hui

这张照片,还记得吧!
在7eleven 外等inti bus 时拍的.
semester2,
在hilton上front office的课.
回忆很多.
随着时间,
我们变了不少.

还有,

谢谢你,阿慧!
只有你摸透我的内心世界.
希望我可以勇敢跨越所有的挫折!

Dedicated to David (; ♥

June 25th 1987,

a new born baby boy was brought into this world on a piece of land called Malaysia!
He's a precious gift from GOD.
He is a boy called David Hoo (This picture has been cropped from one of the family picture as I don't have his personal picture.hehe^^)
♥

Today, his sister, Pauline cECILIA that ME wants to greet him a very BLAST happy 27 Birthday!

I had been reminded by daddy about ur birthday after I finished my test2 of F&B1 in Hilton...As I was busy on my studies till I not even remembered that today is ur BIG DAY.hehe^^

Daddy sent me a message:"Today is ur brother's birthday, remember send him a greeting message ya." The message is meaningfull though it was just a short message from him...I felt so touched at the moment. WHY? Through the message, u can feel that how much daddy's cares and LOVES...♥

Anyway,
Happy Birthday Ah Kor
Wish u have a blast,
all ur wish come true,
Forever Love with ur gal gal♥,
Stay healthy as always
and GOD bless ahead YOU!(;


Tonight gonna be a GOOD NIGHT for u!
I am sure that mummy will give u a table of delicious homecook!^^
And daddy said that ur gal gal will come over to celebrate with u as well right?
Have a blessed night ya!

Once again, Happy Birthday, my dear ah kor!LOVE u always (;

Assignment is fooling me around!!!!!!X(

Awwww...Readers!!!Tell me how to SURVIVE in such Condition!!!!
These few days I was so sick yet hopeless with my Communication level 4's Assignment!
The Question"Acquiring more than one language is crucial to work in Hotel Industry."
Actually I choose this question just because of I thought this is the most easier question among all the questions that had been listed down by her.
In fact..........it was WRONG!
When I asked others to give some opinion or ideas regarding this question, their 1st EXPRESSION was just:"Oops!Wat assignment lai de? So hard geh?!"
Gosh, I froze at the moment...

Well, the assignment is still in progressing...
My feeling toward this ASSIGNMENT:
.&*%#$@^&*^@$@&*

Test 2 for F&B Management1 will be on this coming Friday.

20 MCQ and 4 Practical Question!
LOLx...Hopefully everything proceeds as smooth as it can la....GOD BLESS.^^
Just now chatting with one of my senior through MSN. Not for other stuff, just for Assignment stuffs!
He is now having his industrial training in Penang.
Yayyy...I succeeded to get some information from him about the assignment.
He is such a talent student.
I am wondering...is it I am kind of easy to be read PERSON? Or I am just never hide my feelings?
Why I say so?
Beside my best friend and family...
He READ a part of mine.
Yayyy...he read me. I m a gal that is seriously lack of CONFIDENT!
I always have a mindset that I will never ever be as SUCCESSFUL as others.
I'm just an ordinary gal with ordinary mind yet nt a talent gal among all the friends.
I told him that for him sure can handle, for me sure die kiii (Study stuff).
He replied me: That's because you look down on urself.
And he sent me 2 quotes:"You can do it if you try - by Donald Trump
:"No matter what you do, always claim victory - by Donald Trump
Both quotes made me feel comfort at the moment.
Lack of CONFIDENT=INFERIORITY
I have always wearing on both of them...
Pauline Cecilia is as Fragile as Egg
Don't try to pinch her heart as it would be instantly broken.
She needs Caring!
She needs Comfort!
She needs Confident!
She needs Advice!
She needs LOVE!
She needs Hugs!
She needs Friends!
She needs whatever She wants!!!

She hates being Alone!
She hates Silent!
She hates Fat!
She hates feeling of Full!
She hates being dump!
She hates the feeling of Jealous!
She hates whatever she don't like!

The End of this POST!

Off to Revision for my F&B1.