男孩-boy

To: boy

我真的不知道怎么隐藏对你那一丝的牵挂，
我很努力地不去想你，
我很努力地过着没有你的生活，
努力地把过去我和你的一切从记忆里抹去。
可是，
为什么，
依旧踏在原点？
男孩，
我真的想你了。
不在乎你看不看得到，
只想透过部落格来发泄自己的情绪，
没有勇气跟朋友诉说依旧想着你，
因为不想让他们失望与担心。
我努力掩饰对你的思念，
知道自己很傻，
却无法控制自己不去做傻事。

已好久没有你的消息了，
好几次，
我试着找你的足迹,
可是，
你到底在哪里？

很累了。。。
真的很累了。。。
身体不舒服，
想吐。。。
体温在上升。。。):

From gal

Cashless...

Guess WHAT!!!???

Indian cuisine still lingering in my mind until now...Lets tell u what was happening...
1pm, me and Si hui went to Boulevard by Inti bus...It was a HOT afternoon!!!Damn HOT!!!

After reached there, we straight walked to the Food Court and ordered for our LUNCH!!! We ordered Indian cuisine since I yet told Si hui last night that today we are going to eat Indian food!!!Aha...Some pictures have been captured by me as below:

This was what I ate for my lunch yet solving my dinner for tonight.
2 Chicken meat, 1 Preserved egg, and some vegetables.Cost me RM10...^^
FULL!!!..>.<

This was Si Hui's Lunch!!!
2 Chicken meat, some Bitter guard and some "羊角豆"(Don't know it call wat in english..hehe^^) Cost her RM10 as well...^^

Before started to consume our lunch, we've been captured some pictures here^^

Si Hui was happy with her Indian Lunch^^
Say "Peace"(:

Erm...Am I noob in this picture?LOL..Whatever la...HAHA....xD

Finished it with the fullest stomach!!!>.<

Both of us was fullest of food!!!Damn Damn Damn fulled!!! We were just ate a plate of lunch but seems we ate VERY loads of FOOD!!!HAHA!!! Sure we were gaining at least 1kg after this..

Lunch time was OVER!!!
Come to the Shopping TIME!!!^^
We were going to grab some necessity stuffs such as snacks, biscuits, shampoo...bla bla bla...teeheee^^

These are my harvest for today!!!HAHAHA!!!Let me tel u what I bought for today...(:

It was taking me so long time for only to choose what FRUIT I would like to buy...
Honestly, it was not much choices over there...haih...*Innocent face*
And I still have RED apple in my hostel...
Finally...
it was GRAPE!!!(:

>>>>>
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Now, I'm going to intro>>>> my BEST buddies
They are the one who is taking away my STRESS!!!
I need them during the EXAM periods!!!
They are giving me the motivation to do revision during exam times!!!
Who they are between?
TADA!!!!

Here they are!!!
SNACKS!!!JUNKS!!!

Love them much much much!!!
(:
Not much for this time...
Coz Semester break is nearly coming soon...
^^

Then...>>>Come to the Healthy stuffs^^
Here they are>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

Vitamin C
Mix Vegetable and Fruit Juice
Healthy drinks for my breakfast^^

Reason to buy this???
My Shampoo is going to EMPTY...
So...
I have to buy...
>>>Shampoo^^

After this, we were going to have our Window Shopping in order to deduct some fats since we were very loads of foods yet the time was still early.^^

This nice stocking below was that I am finding for so long time ago...
Today, I bought it at Boulevard!!!
HAHA...♥

And this nice Formal Outfit below was that Si Hui has been bought for her Presentation in the future time^^
Nice Outfit (:
OL^^

After that, we off to Popular bookstore
Again!!!>>>Cecilia Ahern!!!
This is the 2nd book that I bought by the same writer after the "P/S I Love You"^^
"Thanks For The Memories"
The title of this book was just so suit my feeling now...
And the book title was just so attracted me!!!
So, I bought it!!!

Si hui bought several files from Popular bookstore...

Guess wat??? We had coincidence met Ah hui and Elisa there.^^

Here is Ah hui who is showing her lunch at Food court^^
Just cost her RM5^^
Next time I gonna to try this^^

Here is Elisa and she is showing her French Fries^^
Cost her RM3.50^^

Because of the Indian food,(too much achinomoto)
both of us(me and Si hui) was seriously having water shortage...
Therefore, Si hui has been ordered a bowl of ice-blended^^
Thanks Si hui for the sharing^^

We went back to Inti College around 4pm...
And I am having big trouble for today >>> CASHLESS!!!

P/S: I have been broke my promise as I did not attending for the Easter mass service today. ):

My BIG FAULT and BIG BAD!!!

That's all for today!!!
Tata
LOVE Pauline cECILIA!!!♥

Get u UPDATED!!!♥

Hey readers, am back. Sory for waiting...Lets get u updated.

2 April 2010(Friday)

Yesterday was a Good Friday. I was spending this day in fasting. I had attending the mass service in the evening which was 5pm mass with Elisa...It was full of ppl there...there was no more seat for us as we were late been there...Therefore, we were standing there from the beginning of service until the end of service. That's why we should be reached there 1hr before ma...but for me its okay la...tis was the chance for us to do some penance... But the problem is...>>>Sleepy was kept on attacking me while the service was in progress...argh...In order not to let me myself fall asleep, I had got an idea!!!>>> I kept on squeezing my hand, to let the pain make me awake!!!(Don't try this) it will caused u....>>>>picture as below

Remember don't try to abuse urself as me ya...^^

The mass service was ended by 6.45pm...

we were having our dinner in JOJO chinese restaurant which was my 1st time been there. I was ordered the laksa kosong which is not really good in taste as the laksa soup was curry soup, but not the original laksa soup.>.<>TAKA and bought some desserts...I bought 4 muffins which was 3 in chocolate flavor and 1 in blueberry flavor. I bought for Ah hui and Si hui as there are my sisters in the same room^^

Night time>>>My tears was rolling out non-stop!!!

"Mari and 3 doggies"

Before u going to click PLAY, pls do prepare ur TISSUE...

This was a real story from Japan. I watched this short video since last year. Undeniably, my tears was rolling out while watching this video clip. It's damn touching.

Last night, I watched the complete movie through TuDou.

I cried hysterically...

Non-stop of my tears!!!>>>Cause me a pair of sWollEn eyes.==

I freaking like this movie!!! Go and watch it, then u can feel how I felt.

3 April 2010(Saturday)

Today, woke up by 7.15am, then straight went to bath. After well prepared, me and ah hui were walking to Mary Yek hall for the registration of Team Building today. Here is the some picture from my catches >>>

The main purpose for this Team Building was to find out who have the potential among the Jan and March intakes students to join the INTIMA for the next badge.But, honestly there was not much from my catch...Same to others INTIMA committee... It was a tiring day....but we had lotsa fun as well...

hmm...

Tonight, I had my simple dinner with 1 egg and 2 biscuit gave from Si Hui as I really don't felt hungry. But, tonight, I ate quite alot chocolate...dunno y...scared to gain weight after consume lotsa chocolate...haiz...

Tonight was a boring night...Ah hui was going out with Elisa and she will stay at her boyfriend house as usual...Si hui and me jus sitting in front of our own laptop...>>"ACER" & "VAIO"...we were looking at the screen....surfing here and there....I was blogging here...Facebook-inG as well...wat a boring night...line was effing su*ks, thats y I can't watch any movie through TuDou...sigh~~~

Tomorrow we plan to go to Boulevard by INTI Bus which is free as always....aha...:)..We are going to have some shop...Oh well...I plan to buy some snacks such as BISCUIT which is I like the MOST!!!teeheee...and grab some fruits as well...I like FRUIT as well...hmm...tomorrow will caused me cashless though~~~hopefully I can back to INTI before 5pm as I already promised Elisa that this Sunday will attend the Easter mass with her...I should not break the promise.

Okay la...Stop my writing here tonight~~~

^^

LOVE Pauline cECILIA

My plan for tonight>>>Jesus's Last Supper with his 12 disciples

No more assignment!!! FREEDOM!!! But Final is waiting to attack me.urgh...Don't wanna think first...RELAX first!
Actually, I should not be sitting here...I have class now...I should be attending the class instead of doing this...The reason is cause of I din prepared for my article report yet worried about being scolded by Mr.Bernard....>.Ignore*
I passed my assignment to them , they help me to pass up to Miss Chai. *hopefully can get at least 10 marks over 15 marks on that assignment since I had put so much thought and energy on it. *Innocent face*
After this, I straight forward walked to hostel...Originally plan to continue my nap...but seems my sleepy had already gone...That's the point I came here again to leave my footprints.hahahha...

Have plans tonight :) *Moments With JESUS* ♥
Tonight is Last Supper of Jesus Christ. I would go to church to participate in the Last Supper of Jesus Christ with Sii Yiing them.
Last nite calling from mum, she told me that"Last Supper", "Good Friday", and "Easter Day" is the BIG day of JESUS CHRIST. Therefore, I must to attend the service of mass for that 3 Days. Simply explanation, 3 days of mass actually is for only 1 day mass. just it is held separately.

Today is my 2nd day for fasting... So far okay la...(:

hmm...plan to take shower after this, then pray 15 decades of rosary...
6pm got INTIMA meeting again...haih..meeting for Charity Night and Team Building for new committee of INTIMA.....that's so-called INTIMA lahhh...>>>Students Government Body... *Tired* Hopefully can retired soon...huhhhh...

Okay, off to bath now...
C ya readers...
Will be updates soon...
or may be tonight?
teeheee...
:)

♥

I Love You, Jesus.♥

Jason Sia has been fooled by me...(Hapi April Fool) (:

Well, finally am here to update my blog now... My assignment was done... It wasn't easy for me to complete it... I've been so tired after few days assignment-inG.... "Marketing Assignment"...It's just basic marketing of DIHM(Diploma in Hotel Management) compare to business course...can see that I will die a very miserable if am taking tat course. >.<

Hmm...where should I start? Too many things want to share... Hmm...actually for today's post, the main purpose is to share with u guys some of my 20th birthday shoot... Can be regarded as the most MEMORABLE moments...*SURPRISE* from my friends, really beyond my EXPECTATION!!! Nahhh...only mentioned until here today...if u want to know more details of my 20th birthday, then u should have to wait for my next post or might be next next post...teeheeee...^^

Today, woke up by 10.30am... neither early nor late... As I mentioned in the last post that today is NO classes for me...*FREE*... Early morning, the first thing I did was on my VAIO Laptop...>>>access to INTERNET>>>Facebook.... Click here and there...haih..human now cant survive without FACEBOOK..HAHA!!!

There's one link that I accidentally found it from Miss Michelle which is my "Hotel Operation" lecturer Facebook's NOTES.>>>: http://www.konghee.com/www/2009/12/power-of-fasting/
perhaps God reminded me that is time to fast and pray. After reading this link, I got the motivation to start my 3 days fast. Hopefully my fasting can proceeds smoothly... Honestly, I did took some fruits for my lunch and dinner...Coz I can't stand for my gastric trouble...and I did pray 15 decades of Rosary as the link got mentioned that "Fasting must go with prayer. Otherwise, it is just dieting or a “hunger strike.”. Come on Christian follower, fasting greatly adds spiritual momentum to ur prayer and faith. I can do it, u also can!

Movie Day for today wasn't succeeded... Few audience=lot empty seat..That's cause the RESULT!!! And I really tired...tired...tired...being scold by Group leader...haih...Don't know how to describe my feeling when he was asking and scolding us...I just tried to ignore wat he said .... I just diam diam there..let him kept on giving me desperately archery...*Bleeding*.okay...fine...all was my fault...honestly, my tears almost rolling out from my eyes while he was scolding us"Ticketing Department" in front of group members and miss Chai.....Speechless>.<
After this event, we all have to prepare one report of this "Movie Day" event as our 5 marks quiz... Am wondering what am I going to write on that report... Nahh...Let us try to be objective...

Something worth to share with u guys...>>>
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HAHA....
Curious about that?
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TADA!!!
Jason Sia was cheated by me...hohoho...
Happy April Fool Jason Sia(my hou ji mui)

You should feel honored that u be my 1st person>>>(1st person being cheat) XD
HAHAHA...
Okay la...just simply yet short updated...

I wanna go sleep liao...Ah hui and Si Hui, both of them had entered their own dreamland liao...me still typing here...==''
Not worry,
I will update soon....
C ya readers...

tATa

Bloggie time...(Short updated)

Hey, finally am back!!! Once again, it was my assignment week, that's the reason why I do not blogging past few days. Exhausted after doing my assignment. It cost me days and nights. Seriously ENERGY lost! Well, I'm not going to blog much tonight. Time is not early from now, Si Hui(new room mate) has been entered her DREAMLAND and Ah Hui as usual was overnight at her boyfriend house. Me? Typing here....LOL...^^... I should be off to bed instead of blogging here...haih...
Gratifying thing is >>>>>>there is no class for tomorrow!!! *Happy*??? Nahhh...Cause tomorrow is the Movie Day of my group (Group 2) to play the movie. Another busy day... I am so gonna nervous about there will be alot of empty seat on the event day. Although they bought a ticket, but they will not necessarily will come. *Thats the point*...This event is part of my Event Management Assignment. This assignment took us lot of *Spirit*...can be said that this is my biggest assignment for my diploma studies. To make a matter worse is that we met a such Su*ks lecturer in this subject.
Me, Kristy, Elisa, Rebecca and Fazar are take over the responsible for ticketing department. We will be duty at the front door of Lecture Theatre 1 for ticket entries on tomorrow. And...and...I actually became a leader of ticketing department for no reason...*shakes head with disbelief*... Hope that everything proceeds smoothly~~~Most important thing is don't get lost the money...if lost any cent or more....that's the trouble for me ah...==''
Gosh...my stomach began to trouble, it seems to alarm me that its necessary to go to bed and sleep instead of continuening my blog...
Okay la...
End this post here...
Will be back soon or might be tomorrow :D

I need motivation badly!!!

Today I can't blog much cause my Marketing Assignment is still waiting for me to complete it!!!Argh...due date is next Thursday but still haven't done yet. =.= well...no motivation to complete it! Tell me how la ppl here.
Today as usual we were had our Law Class in the earling morning. During the lesson, I was so sleepy til I am totally fall into sleep. I sat with hui-best partner (as always) and was staring at my Law notes but my mind was totally out of the class. My mind was totally BLANK..=='' Sorry to say that I'm kind of person that is never pay so much concentrate in the class. I am who I am. teeheee^^
After class, me and hui went to Elisa's house in order to wait Floe to come to pick us to McD having lunch. Whua!!!It has been so long time I did not heading to FAST FOOD!!! And I got 2 voucher of McD that almost expiry date which is 31st of this month, so what, I used it this noon.Luckily still can used it. Originally I take away for Ting Ming, but who knows that she ord took her lunch. Therefore, I called Cherish and told her that don't take lunch cause I got bought her a set of McD. Am a kind of gal that like to share everything to ppl...^^
Guess Wat!!! My lappie was sent to the "hospital" to reformat last 2 days since I wrongly click the link while doing my Marketing Assignment...DAMNIT>.<>
I'm so gonna STRESS after this post. Tonight, I can't sleep such earlier, no matter how, I must complete my Marketing Assignment by tonight!!!No EXCUSES allow!!!
After this, am heading to bath, then is my Assignment time!!! Athough am tired yet no motivation to do it, but i still have to do it!!! That's so-called UNI LIFE!!!

That's all for now~~~
Will be back soon...
See ya reader...