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2 April 2010(Friday)

Yesterday was a Good Friday. I was spending this day in fasting. I had attending the mass service in the evening which was 5pm mass with Elisa...It was full of ppl there...there was no more seat for us as we were late been there...Therefore, we were standing there from the beginning of service until the end of service. That's why we should be reached there 1hr before ma...but for me its okay la...tis was the chance for us to do some penance... But the problem is...>>>Sleepy was kept on attacking me while the service was in progress...argh...In order not to let me myself fall asleep, I had got an idea!!!>>> I kept on squeezing my hand, to let the pain make me awake!!!(Don't try this) it will caused u....>>>>picture as below

Remember don't try to abuse urself as me ya...^^

The mass service was ended by 6.45pm...

we were having our dinner in JOJO chinese restaurant which was my 1st time been there. I was ordered the laksa kosong which is not really good in taste as the laksa soup was curry soup, but not the original laksa soup.>.<>TAKA and bought some desserts...I bought 4 muffins which was 3 in chocolate flavor and 1 in blueberry flavor. I bought for Ah hui and Si hui as there are my sisters in the same room^^

Night time>>>My tears was rolling out non-stop!!!

"Mari and 3 doggies"

Before u going to click PLAY, pls do prepare ur TISSUE...

This was a real story from Japan. I watched this short video since last year. Undeniably, my tears was rolling out while watching this video clip. It's damn touching.

Last night, I watched the complete movie through TuDou.

I cried hysterically...

Non-stop of my tears!!!>>>Cause me a pair of sWollEn eyes.==

I freaking like this movie!!! Go and watch it, then u can feel how I felt.

3 April 2010(Saturday)

Today, woke up by 7.15am, then straight went to bath. After well prepared, me and ah hui were walking to Mary Yek hall for the registration of Team Building today. Here is the some picture from my catches >>>

The main purpose for this Team Building was to find out who have the potential among the Jan and March intakes students to join the INTIMA for the next badge.But, honestly there was not much from my catch...Same to others INTIMA committee... It was a tiring day....but we had lotsa fun as well...

hmm...

Tonight, I had my simple dinner with 1 egg and 2 biscuit gave from Si Hui as I really don't felt hungry. But, tonight, I ate quite alot chocolate...dunno y...scared to gain weight after consume lotsa chocolate...haiz...

Tonight was a boring night...Ah hui was going out with Elisa and she will stay at her boyfriend house as usual...Si hui and me jus sitting in front of our own laptop...>>"ACER" & "VAIO"...we were looking at the screen....surfing here and there....I was blogging here...Facebook-inG as well...wat a boring night...line was effing su*ks, thats y I can't watch any movie through TuDou...sigh~~~

Tomorrow we plan to go to Boulevard by INTI Bus which is free as always....aha...:)..We are going to have some shop...Oh well...I plan to buy some snacks such as BISCUIT which is I like the MOST!!!teeheee...and grab some fruits as well...I like FRUIT as well...hmm...tomorrow will caused me cashless though~~~hopefully I can back to INTI before 5pm as I already promised Elisa that this Sunday will attend the Easter mass with her...I should not break the promise.

Okay la...Stop my writing here tonight~~~

^^

LOVE Pauline cECILIA

My plan for tonight>>>Jesus's Last Supper with his 12 disciples

No more assignment!!! FREEDOM!!! But Final is waiting to attack me.urgh...Don't wanna think first...RELAX first!
Actually, I should not be sitting here...I have class now...I should be attending the class instead of doing this...The reason is cause of I din prepared for my article report yet worried about being scolded by Mr.Bernard....>.Ignore*
I passed my assignment to them , they help me to pass up to Miss Chai. *hopefully can get at least 10 marks over 15 marks on that assignment since I had put so much thought and energy on it. *Innocent face*
After this, I straight forward walked to hostel...Originally plan to continue my nap...but seems my sleepy had already gone...That's the point I came here again to leave my footprints.hahahha...

Have plans tonight :) *Moments With JESUS* ♥
Tonight is Last Supper of Jesus Christ. I would go to church to participate in the Last Supper of Jesus Christ with Sii Yiing them.
Last nite calling from mum, she told me that"Last Supper", "Good Friday", and "Easter Day" is the BIG day of JESUS CHRIST. Therefore, I must to attend the service of mass for that 3 Days. Simply explanation, 3 days of mass actually is for only 1 day mass. just it is held separately.

Today is my 2nd day for fasting... So far okay la...(:

hmm...plan to take shower after this, then pray 15 decades of rosary...
6pm got INTIMA meeting again...haih..meeting for Charity Night and Team Building for new committee of INTIMA.....that's so-called INTIMA lahhh...>>>Students Government Body... *Tired* Hopefully can retired soon...huhhhh...

Okay, off to bath now...
C ya readers...
Will be updates soon...
or may be tonight?
teeheee...
:)

♥

I Love You, Jesus.♥

Jason Sia has been fooled by me...(Hapi April Fool) (:

Well, finally am here to update my blog now... My assignment was done... It wasn't easy for me to complete it... I've been so tired after few days assignment-inG.... "Marketing Assignment"...It's just basic marketing of DIHM(Diploma in Hotel Management) compare to business course...can see that I will die a very miserable if am taking tat course. >.<

Hmm...where should I start? Too many things want to share... Hmm...actually for today's post, the main purpose is to share with u guys some of my 20th birthday shoot... Can be regarded as the most MEMORABLE moments...*SURPRISE* from my friends, really beyond my EXPECTATION!!! Nahhh...only mentioned until here today...if u want to know more details of my 20th birthday, then u should have to wait for my next post or might be next next post...teeheeee...^^

Today, woke up by 10.30am... neither early nor late... As I mentioned in the last post that today is NO classes for me...*FREE*... Early morning, the first thing I did was on my VAIO Laptop...>>>access to INTERNET>>>Facebook.... Click here and there...haih..human now cant survive without FACEBOOK..HAHA!!!

There's one link that I accidentally found it from Miss Michelle which is my "Hotel Operation" lecturer Facebook's NOTES.>>>: http://www.konghee.com/www/2009/12/power-of-fasting/
perhaps God reminded me that is time to fast and pray. After reading this link, I got the motivation to start my 3 days fast. Hopefully my fasting can proceeds smoothly... Honestly, I did took some fruits for my lunch and dinner...Coz I can't stand for my gastric trouble...and I did pray 15 decades of Rosary as the link got mentioned that "Fasting must go with prayer. Otherwise, it is just dieting or a “hunger strike.”. Come on Christian follower, fasting greatly adds spiritual momentum to ur prayer and faith. I can do it, u also can!

Movie Day for today wasn't succeeded... Few audience=lot empty seat..That's cause the RESULT!!! And I really tired...tired...tired...being scold by Group leader...haih...Don't know how to describe my feeling when he was asking and scolding us...I just tried to ignore wat he said .... I just diam diam there..let him kept on giving me desperately archery...*Bleeding*.okay...fine...all was my fault...honestly, my tears almost rolling out from my eyes while he was scolding us"Ticketing Department" in front of group members and miss Chai.....Speechless>.<
After this event, we all have to prepare one report of this "Movie Day" event as our 5 marks quiz... Am wondering what am I going to write on that report... Nahh...Let us try to be objective...

Something worth to share with u guys...>>>
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Curious about that?
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TADA!!!
Jason Sia was cheated by me...hohoho...
Happy April Fool Jason Sia(my hou ji mui)

You should feel honored that u be my 1st person>>>(1st person being cheat) XD
HAHAHA...
Okay la...just simply yet short updated...

I wanna go sleep liao...Ah hui and Si Hui, both of them had entered their own dreamland liao...me still typing here...==''
Not worry,
I will update soon....
C ya readers...

tATa

Bloggie time...(Short updated)

Hey, finally am back!!! Once again, it was my assignment week, that's the reason why I do not blogging past few days. Exhausted after doing my assignment. It cost me days and nights. Seriously ENERGY lost! Well, I'm not going to blog much tonight. Time is not early from now, Si Hui(new room mate) has been entered her DREAMLAND and Ah Hui as usual was overnight at her boyfriend house. Me? Typing here....LOL...^^... I should be off to bed instead of blogging here...haih...
Gratifying thing is >>>>>>there is no class for tomorrow!!! *Happy*??? Nahhh...Cause tomorrow is the Movie Day of my group (Group 2) to play the movie. Another busy day... I am so gonna nervous about there will be alot of empty seat on the event day. Although they bought a ticket, but they will not necessarily will come. *Thats the point*...This event is part of my Event Management Assignment. This assignment took us lot of *Spirit*...can be said that this is my biggest assignment for my diploma studies. To make a matter worse is that we met a such Su*ks lecturer in this subject.
Me, Kristy, Elisa, Rebecca and Fazar are take over the responsible for ticketing department. We will be duty at the front door of Lecture Theatre 1 for ticket entries on tomorrow. And...and...I actually became a leader of ticketing department for no reason...*shakes head with disbelief*... Hope that everything proceeds smoothly~~~Most important thing is don't get lost the money...if lost any cent or more....that's the trouble for me ah...==''
Gosh...my stomach began to trouble, it seems to alarm me that its necessary to go to bed and sleep instead of continuening my blog...
Okay la...
End this post here...
Will be back soon or might be tomorrow :D

I need motivation badly!!!

Today I can't blog much cause my Marketing Assignment is still waiting for me to complete it!!!Argh...due date is next Thursday but still haven't done yet. =.= well...no motivation to complete it! Tell me how la ppl here.
Today as usual we were had our Law Class in the earling morning. During the lesson, I was so sleepy til I am totally fall into sleep. I sat with hui-best partner (as always) and was staring at my Law notes but my mind was totally out of the class. My mind was totally BLANK..=='' Sorry to say that I'm kind of person that is never pay so much concentrate in the class. I am who I am. teeheee^^
After class, me and hui went to Elisa's house in order to wait Floe to come to pick us to McD having lunch. Whua!!!It has been so long time I did not heading to FAST FOOD!!! And I got 2 voucher of McD that almost expiry date which is 31st of this month, so what, I used it this noon.Luckily still can used it. Originally I take away for Ting Ming, but who knows that she ord took her lunch. Therefore, I called Cherish and told her that don't take lunch cause I got bought her a set of McD. Am a kind of gal that like to share everything to ppl...^^
Guess Wat!!! My lappie was sent to the "hospital" to reformat last 2 days since I wrongly click the link while doing my Marketing Assignment...DAMNIT>.<>
I'm so gonna STRESS after this post. Tonight, I can't sleep such earlier, no matter how, I must complete my Marketing Assignment by tonight!!!No EXCUSES allow!!!
After this, am heading to bath, then is my Assignment time!!! Athough am tired yet no motivation to do it, but i still have to do it!!! That's so-called UNI LIFE!!!

That's all for now~~~
Will be back soon...
See ya reader...

I'm waiting for the day when i learn to let go.♥

I couldn't handle this anymore....I hate this feeling.
I had enough to face this all again and again!!!
Today, we were coincidence met each other at "The Spring"...
It's such a S*cks!!!
Am totally mentally broke down!!!
I've no mood for that moment except crying...
But can't show out!!!
Am aching inside.
We were looking at each other...
When I see you smile and I know that its not for me..
Ur smile had proved it to me that u have ur better life then.
How bout me?
Still step in the ORIGIN?
Can't I just ignore YOU and all the PAST???!!!
I just wanna have a peaceful life.
I'm such a useless gal that always keep all the suffer to myself.
My tears can't stop rolling out my sorrowful eyes.
I admitted that am such a loser yet stupid!(Forgive me for saying that, God)
I thought I'm getting stronger than before, but after the incident this noon, I found myself really so weak. No one understand how I felt inside, included u.
I tried not to think of u since I yet blocked all the ways that can get ur news.
I just want a simple life that is without u.
Why ur face still lingering in my mind every time?
All the hard work I've done was destroyed!!!
Boy, I don't know whether u will see this post or not,
I just wanna vent out what I felt inside.
I've lost my way!
Who am I?
Memories kill me badly!!!
Such a big challenge for me to keep them in front of me, it kept reminds me and spoils my mood every single time when I saw them.
Honestly, I miss u so much even though u are the one who hurt me so deep.
But, we were not meant to be.
I like this song. Listen it and u can feel what I felt.
I don't know how to post the video here.
So, I just post the lyric here.

郭靜 - 心牆

一個人 眺望碧海和藍天
在心裏面 那抹灰就淡一些
海豚從眼前飛越 我看見了最陽光的笑臉
好時光都該被寶貝 因爲有限
我學著不去擔心得太遠
不計劃太多反而能勇敢冒險 豐富的過每一天快樂的看每一天 Wooh~
第一次遇見陰天遮住妳側臉
有什麽故事好想了解
我感覺我懂妳的特別
妳的心有一道牆 但我發現一扇窗
偶爾透出一絲暖暖的微光
就算妳有一道牆 我的愛會攀上窗台盛放
打開窗妳會看到悲傷融化...

I miss you more than you'll ever know♥

God, please forgive me

God, please forgive me. Will u give me a chance to start my new life? Am regret for did not taking good care of my health. Now, it's getting worst and worst. Am just 20th years old but my health condition is SU*KS. Am feeling sad and guilty. Now, am feeling tired as a folk. I've lot of things need to go through, but I've totally don't hv energy to complete them. My mind is blank.=='' Assignment and Test2 is waiting for me to go through.
God, please forgive me.
Give me a chance.:(
Give me strength.
I need U, God.

God, please forgive me.:(