Is this the right timing now?

已经好久没有这种等待的感觉了。。。这种感觉好似回到恋爱时期的我。。。
也不知原因何在。。。
总之就有那么一个认定。。。感觉这是对的。。。所以说，这感觉到底是对的吗？！

了解我的朋友应该都知道我是个期待童话及浪漫般的爱情。。。

是的。。。

以前我总是向往拥有一个除了爱我，疼我以外，还必须具备外表亮丽，有钱，有势力的男人。其实后三者真的并不是重点！！！

常常幻想般地对着身边的友人甚至爸爸妈妈说：“我要找个外国人。。。有钱的。。。那么我就可以生个可爱宝宝。。。也可以过着奢华的生活。。。”

可是。。。

不知从何时开始就觉得这些其实都是不切实际的。。。
告诉我！
 这一次，我的感觉真的不会错吗？
这一次，会不会又从我眼前消失了呢？
这一次，我是否要抓紧呢？
这一次，会不会是缘分的牵连呢？！
告诉我！！！告诉我！！！

我是个很急性子的人。。。

很希望有人可以告诉我这感觉是对的吗！！！？？？

因为。。。我真的急了！！！

Is this the right timing now?!

累人~

我已经很累很烦了。。。为什么还要让我更烦更累？！

有谁可以教教我如何修成一身好脾气又不容易动怒的人啊！！！

我并不想做一个天天发脾气的人啊！

在朋友面前我隐藏了所有脾气。。。我什么都顺从。。。

在家里难免会做回原本的自己。。。

讲真的。。。

我很需要开朗快乐的生活啊！！！

只是要和你心平气和的沟通。。。为什么每次都失败啊！！！

有时候就顺从一下我们。。。真的那么难吗？

为什么就是那么难啊！！！

我都几岁了！！！

不要再说我是个小孩子了！

这句话有时候听起来是会伤自尊心的。。。

自卑感会莫名的增加。。。。[只是你不知道。。。]

为甚么又让我有罪恶感啊！

我真的快疯了。。。

因为这样。。。我又加重了我的罪恶感！

T.T

What a DAY!!!

头脑瞬间缺氧。。。

无法控制地再次晴天霹雳（tears）。。。

仿佛雷公正打中我的心脏。。。心想：“这次死定

了！死定了！死定了！！！怎么办？！”

爸爸常常提醒我：“记得关车灯before你离开车哦。。。不要再听到你的车又不能跑了。”

我以为永远不会再有下一次了。。。

今晚原本可以是美好的一晚。。。

因为明天我就要飞回bintangor了。。。

所以来个聚会before回bintangor。。。

真的没有想到。。。

我又再次犯下同样的错误-（忘了关车灯）。。。

而这次可没那么轻易的放过我。。。

si hui 看到这情况便立即狂call她的朋友求救。。。

看谁有插充电池的caber。。。

Rachel也帮我call Aaron。。。

我很感激。。。

说真的。。。

因为我知道si hui他们都很累了。。。

我不忍心。。。

就因为我的一个粗心让他们必须陪我等待着救援。。。

虽然你们一直安慰我说不是我的错。。。

可是说真的。。。

心理还是会内疚。。。

最后，是summer的uncle来救援。。。

很谢谢他。。。

麻烦他大老远跑来。。。

车是可以start了。。。

有电了。。。

可是，summer uncle放了一句话：“你的车是可以跑。

。。可是你等下一关掉引擎，

你的车就没电了。。。

因为。。。你的车电池“坏了”！

什么！？

=______________________=

haiz。。。。这就是为什么我脑袋

瞬间缺氧！！！

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Lastly, here's the happy moments caught my eyes...

Thanks for everything...♥ to be with u guys...

LOVE u ALL...

Si Hui, Rachel, Wei Jin, Jonathan

and Yiek Ling.

C ya again ♥

♥

Crossroads ♥

Time flies...And I'm going to finish my last semester here in INTI College. After this, where should I heading for?I am like standing in the middle of the crossroads...I've lost my way to continue my journey...And there is not a final destination yet it is a departure for my journey...

I'm 21 now..There is alot of things are waiting for me to learn and approach it...

Honestly I'm not ready yet to step into the society...I am scared to face the reality in society...and I am not confident enough toward myself in everything...But sometimes I've to think widely as everyone has to go through all this path of their life..It is like a cycle of life....

As we grow older, we need to think and plan for our life properly...I have to be a mature gal instead of keep relying on my parents...I have to be more responsible in every single things...I need to think thoroughly upon all the decisions that I've had made...Once u chose, it's too late to be regret...As u know, the older we get, the harder for us to reverse our actions and their consequences...

Nice Quote to be SHARED:

♥Life never turns the way we want. But we live it d best way we can. There's no perfect life, but we can Fill it with perfect moments ♥

End of post.

♥Goodnight readers♥

Dream High♥

Dream High!
Just finished last 2 episodes of this series just now.
Can't deny the fact that I was fallen in love with this series!
It takes me 3 days to finished all the 16 episodes.
This story tells about: School, drama, comedy, and romance♥
Here the synopsis of the stories:
Dream High tells the story of six students at Kirin Art High School work to achieve their dreams of becoming stars. Students at an arts and entertainment school mature as they face incidents and struggles. This movie shows singing, dancing, and acting and also shows the true side of the entertainment industry.♥

Don't know how many times I was teardrop in front of my lappie while watching this series.
The moment they singing, dancing all bring me to the tears....♥
Especially the part of Song Sam Dong(Kim Soo Hyun) though the one I admire is TaecYeon(2PM team member).

Main Cast:

Suzy as Ko Hye Mi
Ko Hye-Mi (Bae Suji) is the most popular girl at Kirin High. She carries herself as a confident girl, but inside hides a sad past. She dreamed of becoming a world renown classical vocalist, but after the collapse of her family she had no choice but to enter Kirin High School of Art. She is loved by Song Sam-Dong and Jin-Gook. Aww..Envy-ing~

Kim Soo Hyun as Song Sam Dong
Song Sam-Dong (Kim Soo-Hyun) lives in the country side and dreams of becoming an owner of a stock farm. He falls in love with Ko Hye-Mi (Bae Suji) at first sight and follows her to Kirin High School of Art. There he discovers his genius like musical talent. I love him more after he had his hair cut!(:
He is the one bring me to tears in this series. Especially the part of his having ear problem and may be can't be able to perform on the stage forever. That part really a crying part! Had an impulse want to hug him and tell him nothing is impossible and believe that u can do it!♥


My Love ♥ TaecYeon (2PM Team Member) as Jin Gook/Hyun Shi Hyuk
Jin-Gook (TaecYeon) is a gifted dancer, but a troubled student at school. The director of Kirin High School of Art ((Bae Yong-Jun)) recommends to Jin-Gook to enroll at his school. There, Jin-Gook's talents blossom and he now dreams of becoming a global star.
Honestly I am happy that he didn't match up with Hye Mi...Else I will be getting jealous for sure.haha...♥ TaecYeon is AWESOME ♥

Not forget to be mentioned the truth about the thing that he can speak English in a fluently way in real life which was totally different in the Dream High which shown that he couldn't speak English.

Ham Eun Jung as Yoon Baek Hee

Yoon Baek Hee (Eun Jung) looks up to Ko Hye-Mi, who appears to have everything. They soon become rivals. I suggest her to keep her hair long as it looks more friendly.

Woo Young (2PM team member) as Jason
Exchange student Jason(Wooyoung) comes to Kirin High after receiving the top score for new applicants. He comes from abroad and shows outstanding skills as a dancer. He is a cute guy anyway.(:

IU as Kim Pil Sook
A fat girl who has a nice voice and worked hard to slim down just because of a guy called Jason.

I love this series so much!
They all are just so adorable and loveable actor and actress♥

P/S: Kim Pil Sook is IU. Jin Gook is TaecYeon from 2PM. Hye Mi is from Miss A. They are all from Prestigious Groups. Undeniably, JYP is really good in handling their career!
♥